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changed the background music....to sun yanzi's ai qing zi dian(love dictionary)-dumb translation rite....lol....not my fault larh :P * was ren xing(stubborn) btw....*

suddenly remembered bout sth on fri or isit thurs....wadeva.... was ms ma's lesson....doing the black and white passage thing.....we were suppose to write an ending for the short story....then suggest a title to our story then explain our reasons.....
"who born dog?" that was the questiong repeatedly mentioned in the passage by the black men.....the dog was likened to human.....in the passage, which was set in nigeria....africa larh.....the dog was a pet to a white couple, the black was like a slave but was given much freedom and was given rather nice treatment......the dog was given god food, tinned milk and dog bones when his*the black's* family barely haf enough food to survive.....then teh white couple went for holiday for 6 weeks and the black was suppose to look after the dog......he was rather envious of the dog.....why was the dog given better food, better life than a human! even if he is a black, he is also a human, but he wasnt treated at all like a human.......

yup yup....thats the summary of the given passage.....guess how did i end tt? haha....the black wanted to kill the dog larh...but lacks the courage and hesitated until the couple return.....and on impulse, and eruption of emotions, he killed the dog and the couple....haha....rather weird ending rite? i oso dunnoe why did i end it that way....haha...i so cruel eh......lol....

the supposed ending of the writer is that the took all the dog food back for his family for consume.....then left the dog there alone to die...yup thats the short, not as cruel ending compared to mine......lol.....

sigh...still cant get the racism stuff off my mind.....help help! :( hope penny's song shoots up the lhb*933's top charts* tml......although i din vote at all.....haha....but her songs are generally nice lorh.....heehee......

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haha...why is mine so gloomy! haha...idiot larh.....lol....din noe that i'm the spark of inspiration blah blah...and the essence of destruction?!?!? xiao! intense emotion and passion....maybe lorh.......me a creator and destroyer? haha....try creating energy*The Principle of Conservation of Energy: Energy can neither be created nor destroyed in any process. It can be converted from one form to another or transformed from one body to another, but the total amount remians constant* so, cna i create or destroy energy? crap larh :P

still troubled bout stuff tt ms ma said yestday.....bout those racism and stuff....realli cruel larh! slavery and stuff.....
in me, i feel that there shldnt be discrimination and those stuff, but i know that when i'm in those situation, i wont be much better than a shallow person who judge pple by their skin colour.....
is that true for u all too? i mean, u all wont discrimate the blacks at all? the handicaps?
i suppose, if we werent exposed to the propaganda stuff of the whites and stuff, we wont be bias against the blacks rite? at least i dun suppose i will be.......
if a a baby born by a white grows up with another baby born by a black, separated from the influence of the society and stuff.....they discrimination wont grow in em rite? they wont see pple whith coloured specs rite?
but.....the blacks realli did more crimes and drug trafficking and all those stuff more than the whites rite? or are they just scapegoats for the whites......the blacks will have to build up a reputation for emselves rite? if they continue to do those bad stuff, nobody can help em rite? sigh....."roll of thunder hear my cry" written by mildred taylor*sth like that larh....my sec 2 lit book which made me fail like mad* the book is about the relationship between black and white along the mississipi river area.......

bleah......me trying to numb myself from those confounding stuff....at least for some tiem if possible.....

rained this morning....finally! ms ma prediction was rather accurate.......yestday, playing tennis, was a rather fine cloudy day to play....*at least ms ma wont complain bout her neckline n stuff animore.....weirdo larh*....i was supposedly her teamate against grace and w toot......i felt rather inferior beside.....she started playing tennis later than me, but she is so much more pro than me! lol.....my fore hand is so super lousy.......i like hitting back hand! haha....most of e balls that i hit with forehand were rather bad shots.....hit the net, hit super hard or just doesnt look nice larh.........went to get some stationery stuff from popular at orchard mrt station there....so heavy! carry until wanna die.....diao-ed almost everyone that i made eye contact with...haha......dunnoe why.....jsut so tired larh

went for eng tuition today....finally saw thit thit....tot she was gone....last time, angeline me n her used to sit together in e tuition class....but now, they go for diff days liao......dun realli get to c em......lol.....

haha....my sis just got back....saw her wedding dinner gowns....nice leh! haha....weird to compliment her...but.....she looks not bad in those....realli! haha....lol....i'll end here liao....o level chi onli bout 8 days away...i'm in the process of dying.....sigh.....

shall i recount wad happened since last sun? hmm.....
btw...on sat nite....eating at kiliney rd there*near my house larh* then something suprising happened!
i saw my kindergarten's parents or relatives...i dunnoe hwo r they related to angela and chonglin...but....chong lin's aunt or mum recognise my mum, and angela's parents recognised chong lin's aunt/mum.....haha.....cool rite! but the funny thing is, angela and chong lin arent there! chong lin was supposedly studying for o level chi....thats wad that make me panick! she veri pro in her academic stuff.....actually, i'm the lousiest among the 4 of us, who come from e same kindergarten, and went to scgs pri and proceed to scgs sec...amazing eh! but we never get to realli talk or noe each other in these 10 years.......sad eh...but dunnoe...maybe we just dont click....been in the same class with everyone of em b4.....but, but just that we just arent fated to be real true friends? lol......

then mon and tues....i 4got wad happened....haha....just remembered that those two days arent nice.....had bad dreams or sth.....even thou i dun remember those dreams, i just haf a feeling that they are nightmare which made me haf quite a bad day......lol.......
o yarh! on tues, yestday larh...took class photo! haha......wasnt made to sit besdie the tcher*last year i was forced to sit with mrs phua instead of standing where i was! so...GRR!!!* aniway.......haha...yeap.....i think i look real weird in e photo....haha
and...haha! i remembered wad happen on mon....heehee.....after the solar car project with wtoot and fran*and mr hong still did most of e work* i met up with my mum to chose a dress*yeah dress.....u didnt c wronglu:P* for my sis's wedding.....heehee....quite fun......those dresses look quite nice leh......haha......saw one of the scgs senior with her mum at tangs.....i suppose she graduated liao...but i dunnoe wads her name or anithing bout ehr.....just found her familiar and stuff.......lol......

but...today! nice day!haha...hmm...wad happen arh.....hmmmm..*listenint to ying yue re ji* btw...the solar car moving! but the power is supplied by the setting sun....which makes it inaccurate...is that a good thin or bad? wadeva....haha....great to see it being pushed by unknown forces*heehee......yeap,the motor and gear doing the magic* haha.....feels great can! wahhaa......even better when we*toot, britt, meryl, and me* won the plane comp last year....but...sigh...no reward, no proof that we got first, nothin left for us at all....sch just took our reward without our consent...idiot rite! sigh.....thats my selfish idiotic sch....bleah.....

and and...fel is going to prom too! heehee....somebody to accompany me :D britt, meryl, toot not going....dunnoe why oso...weird rite! after 10 years, and a night to signify our graduation, and they dun wanna go?!!? lol......and and....the chalet thing after e prom! hope itis still on.....still have bout 6 more months till that day...and 3+ more months to my sis's wonderful day! wahaha.......lol.......

oi wei oi wei oi wei!
haha...u noe wad!!!
i just realised that theres this super nice website thing! haha....the song used is oso used in my that ying yue re ji! haha.....
finally got time to view that seemed boring, useless link, and amazing! haha....thou havnet haf time to finsih watching...but guess it'll be super nice! haha.....thans to kkk! haha......btw, kkk is the real name larh....haha......
veri ncie link! heehee....go eat dinner liao...cya! :D

yuck! just saw some veri disgusting stuff in e forwarded mail....the ghost fotos and bloody head...haha....
wanna c? heehee....wont forward the chain mail thou, although theres the usual threatening note at e bottom, but i didnt read those, so i dun need to forward rite? i jsut scanned thru those chunks of threatening paras....lol....wanna c? wanna c? haha...bet u all wont want! scaredy cat! haha...am i abit meurotic?*a commonly used word, after ms ma told us bout her neurotic friend, guess ms ma was exaggerating too much.....somehow, i think she a rather person rather difficult to understand, puts on different personality at diff time....bleah...*

haha...so long never come online liao*or was it just 3 days?* haha....wadeva
sth that i realli wanna say....heehee....but dunnoe how to start
haha....hmm.....

aiya.....im just amazed at the honesty of some pple....haha
can onli remember 2 significant ones that happen this year....haha....
one is bout my chi ci yu shou ce....my friend borrowed...then cant find it....but in e end, when she found it, she returned to me! haha...at least she didnt keep it just to make her statement right*that she doesnt have my chi yu shou ce with her*
second....just happened....veri recent, in fact itiz today! heehee.....cuz im a emaths rep rite....then....there 2 scripts that wasnt with me, but that 2 classmates of mine said that they handed it in....i was in some sort of a panick the whole day, cuz i tot i lost the paper........then, when i reached home today.....read my friend's sms that she actually have their scripts with her....she accidentally kept it when their scripts were beign passed to me...

haha...itiz realli nice of em rite! haha....realli honest rite! haha....wonder if i'll do e same if i were in their shoes....hmm.....i dunnoe, but....bleah, i cant judge myself rite....or else it'll be a rather inaccurate perception.....heehee........dunnoe why, but realli happy and proud to haf such friends! heehee.....

kk....gtg :D let the honesty live in ya! haha