and...tt neoprint thing....
theres a rainbow inside yeah....
hope our friendship wldnt be like a rainbow which disappears once the rain is gone.
let it be the stars, which seems to disappear when teh sun is present, but itis always there. omni-present.
2011 21 nov. rmmber k! :)

dunno if the days in sc were exceptionally exhilarating or were they veri saddening.
i miss everyone there!
:(

i miss robyn, i miss wt, i miss smo, i miss fel, i miss meryl, although its only been bout a week since i last seen them....
how am i going to survive jc in such case?
:(
btw,i oso miss britt....
itsi like a sudden surge of emotion....uncontrollable...sighx
but itis nt tt sajc isnt nice or anything...but it isnt fulfilling enriching time-consuming enuf to make me 4get to make me neglect.
hope to see wt n meryl smo n robyn on tues or sth....

sigh...dunno...
dun think i'll be able to complete e hmwk...dun care la...wont die neway...

bro is out to do some grocery stuff at nutc...
and help me buy my sweet! :)
hmm....
dunno wad to blog...
btw...i think i have a tendency to "meng4 you2"
tis morn, bro was slping in tis room, call it room A. And i was suppose to be slping in Room B.
but i ended up standing in Room A*after my bro shot a q that rang through me and woke me up* when i regained consciousness when im suppose to be on my bed in Room B!!
dun exactly know wad happen...but...itis abit scary!!
imagine if i go ubin to camp, and i end up walking into the forest and got lost....

aiya...neway....bro going back to camp today....wont be back next week....
which means he ll onli be back at bout 21feb!! :( which is like 13 days later!!
so long sia....
hahaha....another thing, he wont be out on v day....
but...he dun have gf*though according to my tution tcher, he has admirers :P*, so it doesnt matter much to him, ya?
lol....
ah du coming to my sch soon....tis mth if i rmmber correctly...

had a stupid uni options talk yestday....mrs lim*sajc principal* together with 3 other representitives from smu, ntu and nus were on stage to ans to our*mosty parents' queries*...
and guess wad impression did mrs lim gave me....she totally misbehaved!
her body expressions were veri rude, and she even interrupt the guests from the various unis wehn they were talking!
she wears tight skirt, and veri hiao! realli like a prostitute!
and she gave us*the girls* a lecture on how to sit, how bad our mannerism is...and she herself? she desperately need self-reflection!

neway.....took alot of cat fotos yesterday :)
played mahjiong too! but i lost la....i had like 2 chance to win with 4 tai! but my sis halted my perfect winning tiles by winning with 1 tai....not fair sia....lol...

end here b4 bro returns...

btw, learned alot of ways of tying various knots yesterday! veri interesting! :D
dunno y i put "knots.are.meant.to.be.untangled." maybe....itis to say tt anything complicated or even worse than that will be solved sometime? dunno....wadeva la ya? lol :P

too lazy to write diary....
sighx....
gonna stop procratinating somewhen, but not today...
struggled to complete the econs summary....had lotsa time to complete it, but i jsut felt panicky...dunno y...
anyway....
today..
had pe lesson, double period!!!
ran 1 round as warm up,sprinted the last 100 m as if i was in a comp*nevertheless, my speed is still super slow...*
did 50 push ups*30 guy's type, 20 girl's type*...
then ran for 20 min, onli managed a 7.5 rounds!! so lil!! maybe cuz i strained myself during the sprint....
love sprinting the last bit of every run, not caring if i look extremely weird, or extremely hao lian, or extremely crazy...
neway....played bball! :)
but...wasnt v nice, had to have bout 10 pple squeeze into half a court.....too crowded! nvm, at least i got to play...but i din get my "last-goal"! sigh.... :( :( :(

btw, was wearing meryl's uniform! super comfy! :) thanx thanx thanx!

hmm...as usual...the bored lectures...had 2 double period econs lectures! which meant tt we had about 3 hours of econs today!! xiao manz!! but yanyi got to sit with her eye candy during the econs lecture....hahaha...
my eye candy? wahhaha....saw him thrice!
once during pe
second after pe when we were proceeding for maths lecture at audi, and he moving in the direction toward the LTs
third, when i was going to enter LT3 for econs lecture, i saw him coming out of the toilet!
wah!!! hahaha....maybe i have unique taste, none has yet a same eye candy as me!lol.....

and....joelyn din come to sch today!!! :( lol....
and during gp lesson, wanwei was on my right, clara on my left
and that gp teacher, called wanwei as carol wong!
itis not carol, itis clara!
and wanwei isnt clara wong!!!
lol...
the whole class was laughing!!
lol

hmm....clara exchanged fone with me....im back with nokia 8250! :) at least it doesnt lag!!
lol
must rrmber to change it back tml, b4 i need to waste saliva to explain to my bro....
btw, my bro coming back tml!thats a good news superfically....at least nt till i noe tt he wont be back next week!
sigh...
gonna miss him much!
was unconsciously looking for duplicate of my bro in sch...
haha
kelvin uses the same deordourant*dunno how to spell* as my bro
kai chun used to have the oh-biang hairstyle tt my bro had...but kc cut his hair lo!
hmm.....alot of guys share the same ht as my bro*duhzz*
thats it

and.....talking bout kelvin, that "mei2 you3 peng2 you3" person!
lol
he v poor thing sia.....forgotten bout his pencil case and left it in the audi, and when he returned to retrieve it, a g-tec, highlighter, ruler and mechanical pencil were missing. wad was left were there lousy pens and stuff.
n he v funny sia....eat chicken rice, sweat super alot! lol....beads of sweat, v funny.....

and....during the physics lecture...the tcher super crazy....
guess he was super annoyed when he said "can you please.." in a soft tone, and continued with "SHUT-UP!" blasting into the microphone! xiao...
then somewhen during the lecture, he kindof qie4 chang3, where he laughed, cuz hez scared or belittled but the plague of students in front of him....lol...xiao!

and....my stupid mother....the advert thing...GRR!!! i shant say anymore :(

had the double econs lecture at the last lesson/lecture obstacle of the day....was with s81...edna's class! and that ms chew kept pronouncing ed-na, as ed-nga.....EWWW! and i was called to ans wads time-series, as of course, i dunno wads tt...
exited the lecture with the sky pouring sheets of sky dew...

stayed back to do econs stuff with a few classmates....wasnt productive at all!
lol..
they were so playful sia!
wei ye throwing bits of rubber around.....oliver asking bout cheryl o *i didnt say nething! :)* kelvin with his mei you peng you and dunno wad crap...aiyo....basically, chong heng and yanyi were the quietest and considerate onezz.....
hahaha.....nvm, thanx kelvin and yanyi for the radio.....
hahaha

hmm....had teck chong for company on e bus...discovered tt we were from the same kindergarten!!!lol.....too many abstract memories to be accounted for and to be elaborate and described here...they are just too scattered to piece together to form a nice full piece of memory.....but, itis nice to find an old pal! lol....
but...missed the 139 bus!! grr....took super long to come sia!

wanted to go tiong bahru to buy another goldfish to keep the other's company, but tech chong say tt theres nt direct bus to tiong bahru from our sch :(
bro coming back tml!
nt tt i realli miss him, but...i dunnoe...perhaps itis the one-less-person-to-argue-with that bothers me, dunno
:)
nitezz!
tml is friday!woohoo!
but have to go for tuition sia!
:(
neway....hope tml is fun, no gp no econs! wahahahhaa.....

didnt write diary, nt going to type a decent blog entry in replacement of diary...
rmmbered to feed fish, thanx wirus.
din go for touch rug, went for grn clb.
leng sim! ex-sc too! :)
tata

are they the pretentious one or am i the one?
not needing frens,not wanting frens because of the fragile wall of heart n emotions....afterall, results r coming out soon. pple will emigrate, pple will immigrate, exiting and entering your*my* shallow life.
aiya...shant ramble, shant ponder, shant philosophise, shant imagine.
thou shalt not do anything tt degrades one's mental state.
i miss reading lit text, esp the shakespearen lang, which i almost totally 4gotten its language when ive studied 3 years of it...im digressing...
pple say tt one can make true sincere frens during the first 3 mths...but im not of those quality, im nt dedicated enuf, nt sincere enuf i guess....

anyway...
had quite a long day.
sch ended at 4.50 with pe
had bout 3 breaks today....
first time staying in the students' centre for more than 15 min....lol..
a cosy wosy*no such word* place! :)
and thanx for the chi music blasting from kelvin's reciever....cant get 933 sia....
and....put a tiny paper crane n seagull into joelyn's hair :D. which dropped to the floor, whereby i put em into kelvin's shoe later....
lol
anyway....i wanna play...sch is kindof boring w/o lame jokes, w/o lame stuff.....
i luv chi lesson! ms ho is v fun! :) had to write a zhou1 ji4 today. but, nonetheless, it was an enjoyable lesson, fun-filled, room always echoing with laughter, radiating with joy and happiness.....

ran 800m for pe. v slack la, but ran at guys' speed, so...itis tough for girls to do tt! :P took ht and wt! im about the same as wad they entered for the napha last year....but...hmm....yeah, i din grow taller la! this is a good, great news for many out there*esp wt!* played bball....didnt realli have a game cuz the floor too slippery*slimy actually!*....
i miss the days at pek kio cc! looking at the pro pple play, there accurate impressive shots.....im not getting any chance to see the bballers in sch team play.... :(

v slpy.... :(
im gonna be tcher tml! hahaha....a "private tutor" actually....i wont be as good as wt la....
sigh....but im working towards it! im lousy at explaining...

looking back at wad i just typed, can see a shift in mood....
hahaha...at first like v sad....aiya....dunno la....
dun care dun care.....frens...most of e time is spent in tutorials, lectures, how to make true frens? dun care.....wont care....--- /me throws it outta her tiny weeny pea brain --- :P*but tis issue is pestering me!*

and why did i type so much? duhzz....cuz i din write diary today.....
gonna go slp. was shocked by my reflection in sch when i say the dark ring below my eye....hahaha

zhang shao han's ming ming ai ni is v nice! :) or isit cuz its tune fits perfectly, like a jigsaw puzzle, with my present mood....

i miss metaphors, i miss alliteration, i miss similes, i miss parody, i miss satire, i miss ms ma!
i miss translation, i miss quadratic equations, i miss graphs, i miss graphical solutions, i miss not using calculators for maths, i miss mrs lee sc!
i miss the quiet lessons, i miss seeing less than half the dg's population in the dg classroom, i miss lao shi!
i miss compre, i miss essay writing, i miss bargaining with the tcher, i miss ms ma!*again*
i miss quadratic equation, i miss functions, i miss tan cos sin cosec sec cot, i miss 1-sin?x=cos?x...i miss mrs leong!
i miss the monotonous voice, i miss her pretended-ignorance of our increasing noise level, i miss her height, i miss her long hair, i miss mrs low!
i miss her tall hooked nose, i miss her always red face, i miss her thinking tt a camera flash is a lightning, i miss her patience in rectifying my misconceptions, and clearing my doubts, i miss ms kim!
i miss the slakc pe, i miss the bow-legged guy *:P*, i miss my sec 1 form tcher, i miss mr ang!
i miss the map-works, i miss her sarcasm, i miss the clicking of pens in her lessons, i miss her being so willing to help with out class skit, i miss her amicable looks, i miss ms goh! i realli do!

so...ive missed out mrs quek, and all the sec 1 2 and some sec 3 tchers.....
but msot of all, i miss sc! the tiny track, the huge sch comound, the sparkling clean toilets, the perfect classmates i had, the familiar faces i see everyday, the fear of spot-check, everythign!

sigh...need to end those somewhere somewhen. let it be now for today...
so there!
nitezz....
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