i hate it when pple curse me for my forgetfulness la...

wad internal energy?
i really have no idea!

when is the chi test?
i dunno!!!

wads the physics test on?
i really really dunno!

sighx...is tt my fault?
im not striving for straight As or whatsoever.
i need not have a perfect memory!!

sighx...
fluff came my hse study just now.
still as unefficient.
din get much done.
but thats not all.
i found tt they hid all of it from me!
now i've really found out that it is worthless.
for ive taken it to be priceless, what has it been degraded to?
i do not appreciate that.

maybe charlene was really right about it.
but it jsut dont feel good that ive been so ignorant, and been purposely kept from that secret that almost everyone noes cept me.
im bad at picking up those small hints and stuff*yeah, insensitive?* but i really din discover anything fishy, and of course, oblivious to such a poorly concealed conspiracy.

im not julius caesar. i wont be stabbed to death.
im not jc for i am self-professed vulnerable.

was real angry but yet, also shocked for words when i found out the absolute truth of it. or at least, it seem true enuf to make me fall for another lie.
is that "truth" a truth?
sighx...
nvm nvm.
shant care bout it anymore ya?
shant demand for more truths ya?

stupid wt
stupid meryl
stupid fluff
:P
smo and robs? dunno.
heh.
nvm.
wont be a problem anymore.
wont be my concern nemore.
:)

shall i say "forget bout the 2011 meeting. cuz it was forged under and weaved with lies" ?

hmm...btw...the comp seems to be infected again :hahahaha
some adware stuff...
itis supposedly, easy to remove. but i have absolutely no idea how to remove it...
hmm....
but the damage level is said to be low...isnt tt impt rite?
hahaha...later i kana scolded by my bro >.<

lol....

anyway...
had tutoring today....
but, i slacked there. cuz the tutors outnumbered the tutees...
hmm..played connect 4 and bingo with charlene xiang hong and wilson...
hmm...
then went home...

hmm..
the highlight of the day is the njc fun fair!!
v fun! :)
spend bout 10 over bucks over some not nice food..
lol
but i was involved in teh sales! real fun!
helped my friend's class....er...i dunno wads her class, but her stall was C1
lol..
saw alot of sacians! but about half of them were 2nd intake, so i dunno them.
saw a few acian....xiang hong they all la...and some acian in uni but i've nv seen them b4....

was fun selling the food and stuff! :)
i think i enjoy selling them than buying them...
lol
my friend was selling teh chocolate coated strawberries and bananas. the strawberry was real nice! :)
credits given to mandy and co...
lol....

hmm...btw, on my way to njc. i was walking to the bus stop a turn away from newtown to take the 66 or 67 or 170 or 171 but. the ac barker pple were doing flag day. i din donate! wahahha....had some kind of aversion towards ac at that time...
felt quite disgraceful sia :they were exactly slacking la. but theres so lil "business" there la! can they be a lil bit smarter anort....
anyway..
on the bus, 2 sc g guides boarded the bus....at least on wad wearing the 1st 2nd coy navy blue tshirt thingy. then one girl's ezlink card had problem. then they were approaching other pple for small change, cuz they din have coin. then i had some initiative to dig out the coin from my bag for them :)
lol...they seem so grateful after tt.
i did tt cuz they were sc la. or else i would have waited for them to approach me b4 i dig for the coin.

hmm...there was this acjc badminton player on the bus too. super dao and act cool sia...
heh.


hmm...my leg is getting numb here....
and...
something real cool!
my bro have this soilid fuel thing that combusts real well, though the fumes were supposedly mildly toxic, but! itis so cool!
it just look like a block of candle, but it burns much better than a candle! :)

okie...back to njc fun fair...
saw yitshan!!!
hahahah....she was alone though...hmm...nvm...she reminds me of my EC...wahahhaha....
my EC havent been updating his blog sia :hahaha
saw my og mate...hmm...who else? 4got liaox...

hmm....
it was kindof difficult to sell the strawberries and stuff, cuz the pple there are already selling their stuff, and we are competitors and are substitutes*!!!!* so we cant purchase stuff from one another...lol....
had to approach some tchers parents and army guys and the graduated peeps*or at least they are in their casual clothing*
btw...njc uni isnt that rock/stone la...
at least smo and pam were kindof pai kia and they do look great in the cement uni! lol

hmmm......went to popular after tt....left nj at bout 7?
hahah...got my chem physics and maths tys wrapped! :)
or else they will die a horrible death like my econs tys! :)

kies....shall end here :)

owing to my bro's gracefulness and benevolence, i get this lil chance to type my blog. yeah, save my hands from writing :)

aiyo...he come home then hog the comp.
heh....was doing the chi reflections thing...not as easy to write liaoz...dunno if itis tt the topic isnt tt easy to crap, or isit just tt my chi stds deteriorated...

hmm...
anyway...
today...
i saw jia lin and kenniese at the bus stop just now!!
hahah
they were in sajc uni!!
hahaha
but they werent standing together...
i spotted jia lin first cuz she was standing by the railing, then i asked her botu sa and , hey!, shez running for council! sa council rocks the most! the councilers are really the elties, in terms of the social facet la. they might not be academically inclined, but they are definitely some enthu and fun-loving pple! which is kindof totally diff from acjc la!
the su ling who was from sc and is now in bintan one...shez so quiet! and the ogls tt i had during the orientation, they are so reserved and stuff. they seem as if they were trying to outcast all of the second intakes....
anyway...hope this year's councilors ll be much better! :)
anway...when i was about to continue my walk home, kenniese called out to me! she was sitting at the bench there...seh was waiting for 502, but it seemed to take ages to reach...hahaha...waited with her for a while, then her bus came. i bring luck to her ya! :)
hahaha...she really looked like shez swimming in the uni la!
and the tie is so nice! >.<
but the weird thing is tt, me, a acian talks to both sajcians at the bus stop, but the two sajcians doesnt communicate at all...
hmm...both of them are real friendly pple la!! hahaha...nvm... dg rocks! sa rocks too! :)

hahhaa...sajc!! :)

and...jsut now, a sajcian called in into 933. jun wen. nv hear b4. seems to be a j2 cuz he had his exams already.
hahah..he spoke in broken chi.
lol...j2s are more ang moh pai la...j1s are quite cheena onezz....
lol...


hmm...before that, my class was at the seoul garden at taka there...
hmm...
nuthing much la...
er....eugene, daniel, zh, gina, neha, tawseef, u-jin, jiaming, zk and i were present.
din watch movie eventually :(
sighx..
even kenniese managed to catch teh movie troy with maria when they are from diff jcs. and me? sighx...nvm....
zh really does have a way of bullying neha...
lol..
poor neha! :)
hahahha....
miss the times of s72's class outing....
the nite tt i made and "inpromtu" stay over at orcahrd...
lol...though it was real bo liao. but itis kindof an achievement. and that preceeded the bad news from moe...sighx...

been a long time since ive been to orchard.
act, not really....went there a few weeks ago for some photo taking.
but...when i was in sc, i used to go the orchard bus stop every day!

sighx...nvm nvm...

i think sch is really getting meaningless la...boring >.<
sighx....

btw, yesterday while leaving sch for tuition. the sky was so so nice!
so pretty!
small fluffy cloud...
really magnificent la!
only if i have a cam.
and only if i can go to the top of a hdb to take a foto.
and only if i wasnt rushing for time.
and only if...

took some pics of it with my hp. but the bluetooth thingy at home seems to have some error....sighx..

hmm....
having the tutorign thingy tml...
and!! the industial project thingy is real sexist! >.< why do they only allow males for the zoological gardens thing! >.<

really tempted to put the title bout sth related to sa...
hahah...
but, i think i shall stop fantacizing bout sa....
at least i've kindof mastered the ac college anthem! :)
i miss the college hymn of sa though >.<

quote of yesterday:) provided by my tution tcher :) shez really good at those parody and those stuff la...
she said this!
we are always rushing against time to save time

today....hmm...
had physics spa dry run.
and i 4got to bring the Q ppr!
aiyo...
i nv fail to bring the Q ppr lo! and pian1 pian1 i 4get today...

heh.
anyway...
air rifle today.
all the shots were so off la.
then, yee hui and i wanted to buy the ice cream cone at the ice cream stall outside redhill mrt station.
but the 32 bus arrived!
sighx....stupid 32 la...

hmm...havent finish studying chem!
but i shall go slp...v tired :)
hahaha....
but i dun wanna fail sia!
shall mug as much as i can tml! :D

and...weekend is arriving! weeee! :)

hahah..btw...saw clara in the mrt today!
she boardded the same mrt as us*fiona yeehui and i*.
shez with her trackers n pple, and with the famous desiree...
hahahha....
seen 2 ex-sa-now-rjians, but non scian....
lol...


if u want it
we just have to choose
if we need it
we dont have to lose
i see into ur eyes
its time to realise
if u want it
i am here for u
if u need it
and u love me too
there is no black or white
this is no sacrifice

we dun have to lose this love, my friend
we wont make the same mistake again
we've been restless
we've been blind
we've been going out of our minds

if u want it
we could try again
if we need it
this could be the end
im feeling crazy
the end of feeling sad

we dont have to lose this love, my friend
we wont make the same mistake again
we've been restless
we've been blind
we've been going out of our minds

we dont have to run
and crush into some wall
we dont have to let it go
we dont have to fall

wed dont have to lose this love, my friend
we wont maek the same mistake again
we've been restless
we've been blind
we've been going out of our minds
dont have to lose....dont have to lose

this stupid blog thingy..
tot can add photo in when they said "photo url"
so i put http://img38.photobucket.com/albums/v116/tuRt|3/IMG_0017.jpg la....
that is a proper link lo!!
and now thing blog thing doesnt have the hyperlink button, and i 4got e code for it...
heh.
kiess...nvm...at least i got my birthdate into the blogger thingy :)
lol...

heh...
that song super nice!! >.<
ost of love me if u dare.
hope i wont forget the tune of the song, never! :)
and... haha...
managed to retrieve most of my playlist songs by going through all the 1500 songs....
yeap..
my here w/o u and chun zai and....dont have to lose...and will u wait for me and syz!! :)
hahah....aiyo...all the songs reminds me of sa! >.<
haha...better not let rach read this...haha...or else she'll be incensed by my craze of sa :)

hahah...
jsut finishe dtyping the minutes for the 3rd meeting..
i think im a lousy secretary! >.<
who said wad? i dunno!!!
and i dunno how to elaborate. at least, not as well as eug and jm. total absolute crappers!
hahaha

hmm...
managed to kindof pon pe today..
act, quite slack la....
hmm..went to the gym.
still smelt as weird....hmm...
still aint familar with all that machines name....they jsut arent me and my type..
hahaha.....gym is like so robotic, and itis so individual...hmm...i wanna go kayak!! meryl!! u one star oso liao! :D

hmm...sth funny today...
hahah...during dk's tut, when he was calling pple up and "castigate" us. i found it real funny.
can see tt leonard is oso v hardworking....
hahaha...eugene oso la!
all seem so scared of dk.
perhaps i am oso la....
but it was real funny! :)
k kayx...i got to be serious with school work rite? lol...

i was oso abit crazy before econs test. not because of the stress la...lol
hmm...sth like, this wanting-to-be counsellor was giving out flyers, then theres this name called wonus on it...
and this is how pple pronounce it. woah-woAh-wOah-wOAH-nus....
hahaha...nvm...real funny la!!
then there were like a surplus of flyers around, so everyone was like trying to get rid of it. then someone said pass the flyers around, then tawseef reacted by saying tt 3 of us*gina, rach and i* each take one flyer and pass around.
hahaha...i suffered fits of laughter la...
hahah...kies..nvm...i cant narrate well :)

hmm...
tml is a wed. a short day!
weee! :)
but tml is the dry run for physics SPA. which means tt the real one is imminent!!
arh!!! so scary >.<
heh....nvm....die then die. life is jsut a game!
game or not?
hahaha...smo! i wanna watch tt movie again >.<
hahaha...and i felt like flooding smo's tagboard jsut now...but, eventually, i din tag anything :D

hmmm.....havent install the msn yet. yeap, one less distraction. irc not up. adobe and dreamweaver stuff oso not up.
hahaha....at least ie is there, wont have to waste my energy to write.
and my right arm still hurts a whole lot!

hmm...long time since i've fallen ill....
sneezing alot now...
hahah....hate watery nose! >.<

okiez....end here...
hope yeehui they all going air rifle tml...
and and and...hope hui hui get wells! want her to go for air rifle comp sia....
think shez a real accurate rifler *is there such word? :\ *
nitez :)

hahaha...
btw...the new blogger page thingy is real cool la!
it allows u to review all 300 posts at one go...and itis veri neat!
hahaha

neway....
"Suddenly tot of this hilarious thing that happened last Satureday...U may feel tat i am very bad but den i gonna blog it...

Last Saturday i was going home from PS....Walking past the MRT station to the bus stop at park mall there...Okie..Walking walking thru the MRT station...Den saw a little boy wearing the shoes with tt roller thingy at the bottom rolling his way...Din care abt him..Continued my walking...Den...BOOM! Guess wat? the boy rolled straight into the door!!! OMG! He rolled straight into the door...Can u believe it?!?!! It was so hilarious lo...I laughed until my stomach pain..U may think i am very evil..But den i juz cant help but laugh at the boy...Can u imagine a boy rolling blading straight into the door? lolzz...the door is not totally glass lo...U can tell tat there is a door there...I reali cannot see why the boy cant see the door...Lolz...Haha...It was so funny...

Haha..Okie..Shall stop here..Lolz.. "

hahha...so evil rite!
hahaha...kiess.....havent seen him for months le....


hahha....wrote diary yesterday after discovering tt i have quite alot of leisure time*opportunity cost is to spend more wkdays' time on hmwk*
hahaha...neway...went to get the 2 jabs and the pills yesterday in prep for the bintan trip...
hmm...the doc real nice la!!
k la..itis a fact tt we r payign for the service, and they are suppose to be nice to their patients la....
but...we seldom see the docs smile talk and laugh with u rite!
hahhaa...and the nurse was super friendly too! :)

wah....7 liao...btg bathe liao. bath bathe? wadeva. breathe breath? wadeva. cant fig out the diff :P

seems that this is my 420's blog entry.
the blog page changed quite drastically, but i still managed to get to this page w/o much effort :)
heh...
so sad!! my winamp playlist is all gone!!
forgot to paste in into i drive when my bro formatted the comp! >.<
hmm....printer is gone case liao...hope we wont have to print the notes...bleah

hmm....
got 20% for the econs essay. not that i care la.
hmm...even if i fail econs for promos, i wont really be sad. i've always been thinking of dropping econs...heh...i wont cry like how i cried in sec 3 or sth...got like 10+% for lit? wahahha....so funny la!

hmm....wai may not in sch today!!
hahaha....
ng cheng cheng is quite a nice person :) haha..
she the person in charge for 1sbone's cip thingy...
hmm....
been trying to get pple to join the new town camp thingy...my class not spontaneous at all! >.<
haha...thanx alot fiona!! and yee hui too! :)
hmm....

had quite a relaxing gp lesson. but have hmwk again! >.< the whole compre till the summary Q...grrr...stupid gp la!!

hmmm...had a short new town camp meeting after sch...
seems tt we r still in short of facilitators...
and...zk zh and i went around counting the potted plants...
hahah...zh look super sian....and he suggested to just copy the statistics given last year.
hmm...maybe cuz i've yet to get tired out by sch...i dun wanna copy and paste the figs la... :P
must be honest mahx :D
hahaha
and did u all realise tt the potted plants inside the sports complex are all fake!! they look so real la...
ok..maybe im dumb...how can plants grow indoors when theres no sunlight for them to photosynthesis and stuff....

and...congrats to zh and neha for winning the red cross debates thingy...going to geneva for a week or sth...have fun! :)

hmmm....waited for the bus for a super long time...
then somewhen during a journey. this fat women sat beside me. but theres empty seats around! y must u sit beside me? ur ass can comfortably fit a 2 seater, y sit beside me? and snatch my air con! :(
itis so super warm la!! i need my air con! >.<
heh....pampered me...ttz wad ac is cultivating me to be :P


kies....must rmmber to tell wm the hwmk tml and stuff..
hope to skip pe tml with the excuse tt my arm is sore...but itis really abit sore la...
i wanna run! :)
i wanna try my new shoes :D
heehee...
kies...tata

norton antivirus is yet to work....hmm...stupid comp la! full of probs :P