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Sunday
mandai crematorium...

hmmm...
dun think it'll make much diff rite.
afterall, the mt vernon one aint tt bad and...nothing can allay the grieves of the people he/she left behind.
but the architecture looks rather modern.

100 bucks for adults
50 for children 12 n below.
glad that thats not the value of those pple being cremated.

anyway...
i cant study anymore!!!
grrr....CT shlnt be as impt as O's rite.
so y shld i devote so much time to the stupid CT.
esp when i will flunk my GP.
putting some hope on chem, even though i nv passed any chem tests and ive barely done the tuts.

bleah...
so stressed!
my mum knows tt im having a CT coming up!! arh!!! y must she be aware of those stupid insignificant tests!! and she din even bother bout my bro when he had his CTs for 3 years!!
not fair >.<
anyway, hope those CTs wont require parents signature. but she wld definitely pester me for my grades. told her to not put any hope on econs, cuz i ll definitely fail econs just like how i get like 10+% for lit :)
so...aint tt sth good for me. cuz it'll mean tt im only studying for 2 main subj, as econs and maths c are out of my must-study scope :) O.o great!
im crazy.
i dun wanna go to sch!
i wanna be a drop out.
hope things liek Apple Tree or Haja center exist in spore.
or at least let us pick the modules we wanna attend...
maybe...a module on photog. another on crafts. another on designing. another on sepraw tekraw*i still dunno how to spell*. yeah...the list will go on bcuz of my short-lived interests.

cant stop things from popping up in my mind while studying. tot of how to make a pillar of curves of cuts of corners of colours.
and shapes will just pop up in my mind. at least they gimme idea of how to design my that black and white doodle.
and...i wanna do a piece of "art" by spraying colours. and where can i buy those spraying bottles? and it ll be a waste of paint and resources...blah blah

sth to add on to my list:

  • go to national stadium when they are rehearsing. my bro!! :D
  • fix that stupid analogue cam*i actually forgot bout this impt thing..bleah*
  • go bukit timah, that tall structure thingy, to take foto! preferably sunrise or sunset
  • to sungei buloh too! btw, ive nv been there =x


    btw...sth funny bout yesterday.
    yesterday, this guy from tjc called into 933. and cavin was asking how is he doing in his studies. then he replied, hai2 ke2 yi3.
    then cavin said, "9As ah?".
    he replied, yes
    wow....somemore itis 9A1s la!!!

    the next call recieved was from another guy from tjc too. sth like 8As lo! and he has the lousiest grade in his class! lol...
    both are from dhss. yeap, they know each other la...

    and...there was this singing comp on radio. they sang real well1 where all the 3 competitors tied in the comp, where aundience had to sms in to vote. in e end, the one who suan the dj alot alot and is like not nervous at all when on air, won.

    shall go fiddle with that firewall stuff so that i can access my mail bah...
    and...hope i can escape from mum's nagging if she sees me nt mugging.
    she cant possible expect me to treat this CT like O's rite!

    gd luck to pple whos having exams/tests tml! :D

    Friday
    cant wait to ask. but who to ans?

    listening to syz's the moment cd :)
    yeap yeap...sis finally returned it to me. just when i wanted to listen to the songs in the cd so badly :) telepathy? :D its in the blood bah...lol

    hmm...
    was in sch for econs just now....
    rmmbered bout the dream bout my grandpa. dunno if i've blogged bout this b4, cuz itis like deja vu...
    anyway... im not sure if this is in a tv drama or was it my dream. i or the tv character was at a wake. walking around the coffin, for a cortege or sth...
    yeap...a premonition of grandpa's death?
    tt dream*or if itis in the drama* occured 1 or 2 months ago..
    sighx...real confused! and this thing can never be solved except by myself rite? :(

    then....mum drove me home. drove past tt narrow road. hmm...used to cycle around the whole estate with bro and cousins...
    still rmmber tt there was a hump there. and somehow my bike jsut went out of control, and i crashed straight into a car. i was injured. so was the car. one of the headlight was utterly shattered upon the impact :x
    really wanna noe wad happen after tt. if my parents bore the cost of it. how much was it. who cleared up the mess. yada yada yada...

    another thing is bout my sis. i was still in pri scha t tt time i suppose. i had to go into her room to get some stamps to post the xmas cards. and she was crying. she was talking on the fone. hmm...din ask her y she cried. and i still wanna noe the reason.

    then...yesterday at tuition...ms ho was like talking bout knowing ur family members better.
    yeap. i would gladly love to hear bout their past and look and fotos and stuff. but how can i bring it up? heh. nvm.
    at least i think that i know that im putting my family as first priority :)

    thats all :)

    btw.... syz super chio!! :) she really look pretty in the cd cover in her the moment cd.
    i mean. of course those singers must look pretty or at least decent looking la...
    proud that shez a sporean and a sajcian! :)

    wanted to study chem...which i began doing the notes a few days ago. but had to stop to follow the schedule(which i screwed up my own self?-maybe not-) and now. i just feel like tearing up that 1 and a half page of notes. maybe im just too fastidious and meticulous? =x

    yeap...
    shall promulgate *just learnt this word from tt book :)* the list of things i should do after this CT. :) this is wad ive brainstormed in 5 min?:

  • walk home from AC(to take fotos of the scenery) -m i crazy?-
  • learn the hakka lang[ie go down to the clan there and hear them speak(greek)?]
  • install photoshop and imageeditor stuff. and edit some fotos :D
  • go benjamin sheares or where ever in the midnite to take fotos -anyone wanna accompany me? pls... :D-
  • doodle sth(again) but must be in black and white and try not to use long straight lines
  • go out with WE-ers
  • watch the troublesome troy and shrieking shrek 2...
    to be continued...

    Thursday
    vexatious firewall

    heh.
    stupid firewall thingy la!
    denied access to all my email accounts!
    and my sis managed to access her yahoo account!!
    i oso dunno how she did it
    then i tried to access my shoootin_starzz tt one. cant get in.
    then i tried the turtle_tortoise_terrapin, account inactive. ok lo.
    then i go try rara_bobo. account inactive. but manage to activate it..
    dunno wads it big fat prob la!!
    grr....
    had to eat one whole bar of hersheys cookies and cream to cool down :x
    hahaha..
    my sis bought 4 more bars of hersheys bars for me! cuz now offer mahx..
    then bought the m&ms.
    i think chocolate are really effective! even writing diary cant placate my anger la... :)
    rmmber that professor lupin gave harry potter a chocolate bar to let him feel better after the dementors attack.
    yeap. maybe chocolate really work wonders, until someone finally gets diabetes? =x
    end here.
    this comp is really distracting.
    shldnt turn it on tml. if i manage not to succumb to its temptation clutches.
    heh.
    have to study the econs notes since the beginning of sch to the last topic being tested in term exam in 2hours and 13 min!!
    sighx..
    i've just lost another minute!!
    sighx....spent 1 whole big fat hour, with the minute hand just ran a big round, on trying to send the fotos to pap's account.
    need a cdr!!! grr....
    nvm nvm. end up d/ling IE6 and netscape 7.1 where the firewall disallowed me to install it!! though i tot i successfully installed IE6. but i cant find it anywhere!
    assumption: all those rejections is bcuz of the firewall.
    nvm. at least i din screw up the comp, and escaped from a scolding from bro :)
    wasted 4 minutes!!!

    -- cat! --

    decided to post 1 foto tt i took jsut now :)
    so cute!!
    looks like those pic tt ll appear in jigsaw puzzle.


    yeap yeap...
    wont be as clear here cuz of the compression of the foto 14 times smaller.
    heh.
    shld really get out of reach from the clutches of this comp...
    :)

    heres the [ BIG AR-THING ] which is rather small

    hmm..
    just came back from tuition, and munching on some dunno wad cereals to ward off the hunger pangs or maybe just my greediness la. can finish 3 packets of m n ms in a day:)
    wont stop till i get diabetes :x

    neway..
    took quite alot of fotos! :)
    though...not artistic or whatsoever.
    din manage to take wad i wanna take.
    initally, i wanna take of pple's expressions and stuff.
    but somehow, i come across exceptionally few pple. and even less who bear "photogenic" expressions on their face...

    hmm...
    but...the chickens were really a sight in spore :)
    saw 4 of em! :)

    shant post those pics here. not v intriguing onezz....

    heres the [ BIG AR-THING ]

    started off with the torque sign. which resembles a teapot.
    but i developed it otherwise.
    a human face!
    or maybe it is a monkey?
    mutated human face eh :the other way out for the failure in sketching real life pple.

    and...
    bet none see tt i drew the word "cup" on tt boy's head/teacup at the bottom right hamd side.
    and...decorated the guy's/teapot's head with hearts:) which can be intepreted as his hair:/

    havent install those photoshop and image editor stuff...cant crop away the sides.
    heh.
    shall go study or sth le.. :) but shall forage for food first :D

    [ BIG AR-THING ]-finished! yet to be published

    hmm...
    will publish it here tml:)
    dun have scanner, ll have to make do with tt digicam, which is charging up it batt now...
    hmm..
    it turned out pink/red? ewww....

    wasted like 4 or 5 hours on tt stupid thing?
    bleah.
    really waste of time.
    maybe itis jsut a habit :)
    jsut like wad happen during the o lvl exam, i think it was maths exam? where they give u a surplus of rough paper(to tempt u to doodle!!).
    hmm...rmmbered doodling sth when i was mugging last year...
    hahah....
    heh.
    better get back to mug :) or maybe slp :D

    Wednesday
    [ BIG AR-THING ]-pending

    hmm...i tot that thing i was doodling looked rather nice.
    it started out looking quite nice la.
    really.
    too bad, din think of taking a photo of it before it is destroyed under my hands...

    continued doodling cuz i thought it looked empty.
    yeap yeap.
    hope it turns out well.
    even though the marker ran out of ink.
    even though i have a limited number of GOOD/WATER-SUN RESISTANT/ LESS-PRONE-TO-BEING-SMUDGED markers/pens.
    yeah...
    end up only having that few double-sided type of markers that was once so trendy. BUT i bought it cuz itis useful :)
    the other few usable oness...signo and Gellyroll, which are being depleted rapidly due to my excessive colouring :)

    btw. pple in ac!!! u all are under my control now :D or at least those who took the ic fotos in sch.
    heehee...mwahahaha...
    saw sad face and the bintan pple and the blah blah and my classmates of course! im inside too! :)
    hahaha...then my mum was like commenting and commenting....
    almost half or a third of the "chio-bus" tt my mum listed r from sc :D *me, excluded la :P*
    hahaha....but my mum's taste abit weird. those pple tt i tot look pretty, she say they are ordinary looking....
    hmm...

    shant write too much here, or else i'll have nothing to write in my diary :)

    been a long time since i took photos. as in those intriguing type.
    hope to do some foto-taking tml :)
    and hope it doesnt rain tml! at least not in the afternoon.
    heh.
    i miss the rain though...
    din rain since 14june? or maybe even for a longer period of time.
    not yet a drought .
    and... hate the sky that is always so cloudy nowadays. cuz of the hazE? hmm...stupid indo :\

    Tuesday
    random tots...

    was roaming about again...
    click here click there.
    O.o
    the person was born on 1983.
    another 1983-er.
    then, there was this 1979-er.
    wow...
    its rare to find pple of those age blogging.
    somehow. i think jc life is the most difficult part of the education years.
    university would be great.
    much time on urself. to have fun.
    hope it will still be relavant 2 years later. that education minister better not make anymore change le!! i wanna play one leh.. :)

    yeap...
    kindof studied abit.
    yeap. abit.
    hahaha..
    better than nothing la.
    hope i'll be more efficient in the night.
    nocturnal mahxx... :)
    set alarm to wake up at 8.30. i woke up! i really did. but i switched it off and went back to slp till 10+ :feeling so guilty now. heh :P

    hmmm....
    was thinking bout yesterday while studying.
    bout im an "I" personality type. and is supposedly quite obvious and dominant in me.
    rebecca said tt "I" pple dun really have close and good friends.
    they get into friendship and relationships fast. and get out of it just as fast.
    hmmm....
    thats wad i hate bout "I" la...and i cant see any good point of being an "I" even though itis supposedly quite good? suppose to be those type of pple who motivate and inspires others, or sth like tt la. bleah.
    and...i din used to be and I. I was my third dominant, which makes it the second last oso la.
    i've changed? i dun want! >.<
    but...i still like syz's songs leh! :D

    then...jiao cuo le peng you.
    hmmm...
    maybe the reason i think i jiao cuo le peng you is because ... im an "I"? i dunno...just randomly finding reasons for the thing tt i think is so true.
    hmmm...maybe i shld be abit more appreciative la...ya?
    bleah...i need sth to flood my brain b4 i start rambling again...

    been a week since my grnadpa passed away.
    a week and 10h and bout 15min.
    adieu.

    Monday
    totally screwed

    ie and avantgo cant allow me to access my mail box!! and the incredimail has problems updating and recieving the mails too!
    bleah...

    and...im suppose to study today!!
    grr...
    stupid wirus!
    make me d/l stuff for him.
    u gonna die! :P

    congrats to yq and justin :)
    and...cheryl ong*not the dg tt one la :P*, chelsa, jing hui, daryl.

    grandpa eternally gone for 34hours.