yeap..
jsut finished tis morn while wtchign some wolf show on hbo.
yeap yeap...
and my mum said that those yellow orange and red poster-coloured polygons look like thsoe patterns found on batik.
but, hey! i didnt copy from anyone k!!!

hahaha..
newya...
here it is.
unaltered.
not cropped.
not cut*yet*.
maybe can put it in that file along with another circle doodle thing :)
and...the pic of it din come out that good, cuz i took the pic during e nite whereby i have to use flash, which made those glitters seem disgusting. yeah...



hmmm....
went to popular jsut now. insisted and pestered my mum and sis bout it.
itis like a MUST and that was my purpose of going out with them.
to think of it, it wasnt worth it.
spent like 9 hours outside there just to go for popular. whereby the oppotunity cost is worht a piece of doodle.
hmmm....
nvm...
newway...bout fluorescent pink and black paint!! nice!!!
but...tried the pink one just now, it was abit the watery....sighx...disappointment.
and...i wanted to buy acryllic paint. but din, cuz i din noe wad acryllic paint is exactly, and according to my sis, itis a hassle to paint with it.
i wanted to get those shiny paint stuff that the sephione pple used for their banner, but...my sis said that those are only sold in those big containers...and, yeah, troublesome again....
sighx....
nvm nvm...
bout aa black pen, thouse that can go over poster paint perfectly without smudging it and stuff....hahaha...i think i jsut over-praised it....
and...bout lead, wheres my 3B! hahaha....still rmmber that my "twin" uses the same type of lead as me :)
and...bout...a tri coloured pencil. shall go try out the dye-ing the exterior of the pencil, but first, i need sandpaper!! >.<
and...bout some more paint that came in tubes...
yeah, thats it.
and i correctly estimated it to be 16 buck*it was 15.85 if u want it precise*

kayx...nothing much le...

one more thing b4 i forget..
another thign tt i tot of doing yesterday nite while trying getting myself to fall into slumberland,
hmm...itsi to dye the pencil! ahahha
abit dumb...but itis innovative la! at least i've not seen any such thing in the market..
yeap, as simple as it may sound..
just dipping the pencil*get rid of the paints on the pencil!* into dyes, then have a few layers of it...
tehn after that, carve abit then can liao :)
yeap, thats it.

hmm...
first choice: sth to do with designing. sth that is related to my passion*which may also be short-live*.
i wanna build and create sth.
went for the designing faculty in nus that time. yeap, the works was wonderful. the environment was so different from wad i imagine it to be, and absolutely great!
but, i doubt my abilities.
hmm...neway, heard from the nus there that the designing faculty thingy is divided into 2 main groups, pruduct designing and the other one is bout those building and structures designing stuff.
i wanna be both!
hahaha...
aiya...i sad case la.
maybe i should just try to earn as much money as i can, then study architecture first then be architect then after 5 years or sth, i go study some engineering course, then go be some typical engineer....blah blah....
btw, the criteria to get into the architecture course is real tough la!
sighx...i sad case la.
hope A lvl results ll come as a surprise jsut like o lvl results.

yeap, so i've said, second choice of my future career: some engineer stuff...chem engin? follow my sis's footsteps...hahaha...
or maybe apply for the same course as my bro. sighx, he din get selected for any uni...his first choice was sth like material engineering or sth...
sighx...
would be great to be in the same faculty as my bro ya. but, the conflicts will surely be alot more. then the gossips, and blah blah.

went to lasalle sia webby jsut now. looked at interior design.
thats not exactly wad i want. but, it does satisfy half of my desire.
hmm...i wanna do sth with the exterior designing too! which means the architect isit? wad the diff between architect and interior designer?!?!
i wanna be the person who draws a blueprint of both the interior and exterior of a stucture but i do not want to be the one determining if the structure is stable or not*yeah, no physics for me!! :P*

btw...physics today...some pple say itis easy. okay la, mcq is easy than wad ive imagined. usually, i'll get like 4 out of 5 wrong, but, i think for this ct, i'll get bout 10 out of 15 correct bah....
and for the 5 short-structured Qns*are they short? er..* i barely knwo how to do them la. esp those ideal gas stuff! bleah...ideal gas DONT exist!!!! why are we studyign sth that is non-existent!?!? sighx...nvm nvm. that is physics. not that i care. i study for the sake of studying. and im not learning any physics, all i do i get them into my brain =x

aNYway...
went for the SYF thingy jsut now.
quite okay afterall la...
wasted alot of time there.
wanted to take fotos.
dun really dare la...
so paiseh to take fotos with that so not professional digicam and when i obviously is an ameteur.

and..hey!
i was sitting behind the SA pple!
saw ming ting, daniel, yang hong and zhi xian who are all my ogmates!
and xin hui and another guy*who likes syz!!* who r in my odac orientation thing.
then...saw huixin, my tuition classmate.
din see much loy fatt pple cuz pple are picked by their classes. so, i suppose 7-ers werent selected bah...
but...arh!! nyjc pple were supposedly sitting diagonally on my right!! eye candy!
hahaha....
sighx...no sweets for my eyes, no wonder itis so bland now...
hahaha....

went with robyn to meet wt at macs there...
hahaha..
showed her my wonderful big-small art thingy....
hmm...they dunno how to appreciate la!! :P
or maybe, itis too abstract le...
hahaha...
but, jia tian*i finally got to knwo her name! :)* asked it im a AEP student. yeap, i take that as a compliment! cuz...im not and AEP-er and can draw such stuff, that means my drawings not that bad la :) rite?
hahaha...self-praise nia, im so ego :)

neway...continuing with the one i started during maths exam. i like it! but...still, they dunno how to appreciate:( hahaha...nvm, i shall finish it and post a pic of it here! *if i rmmber la...*

hahaha....
i dun think im going to do much bout those stuff i listed bout wad im going to do after the exam. cuz i found out that i like got no time!! >.<
sighx....sian diao...

and...shall go do the july diary book today! hahaha...or else i got nowhere decent to file my days away :)

kies....end here!
ll watch jian gui later! :)
btw, those military band are so cool la!!! tanjiong katong won the overall.yeap yeap, they deserve it! :)

and...i was like so astonished to see the lians of sc la!! why they are like so overly superfluously enthusiatic?!!? aiyo....pai seh la!


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hmm...like not veri true leh...nvm :)

hahaha..
was watching tv...that channel 8 show...called hai you ming tian or sth like that la..
hahaha..
that tang yongjun kid ... he like so cool like that. though abit attitude problem la...but he quite handsome wor :D
hahaha...
maybe he not kid already la, i not paedophile la...hahaha...he shld be bout upper sec already bah...

he and that jinghao is act siblings lo...so cool...
that jinghao person oso v pretty onezz....
looks abit like syz though, dunno why oso..
hahha...
super tough to type in the dark sia..
hahaha....

sighx...hafta go for that stupid syf thingy tml..
bleah...
only if itis ndp....

O.o
aint it great.
brilliant isnt it!
how wonderful!
purr-fect...

theres so such thing as ideal gas?
then why am i studying it? and struggling with an elusive thing?

O.o...ideal gas wanna play with us.
strangle me to death eh?
u wanna play with hydrogen instead?

bleah...i think im going to fail physics already la..
tried studying, but cant get anything into my void-ified brain.
bleah...
continued with that pattern thingy tt i started during maths exam, and continued during tuition yesterday.
yeap, turned out not that bad even though i was dealing with the messy poster colours and that relatively thick paintbrush.
bleah...shall continue that thing tonite or maybe tml bah.
shall finish it asap :)
and post a pic here or sth.
somehow, i think those patterns/doodles that i do during exams, are much more appealing to the eyes than the other i started out doing at home.
so, should i rejoice for exams and be jubilant over my horrendous results?

why m i so sacarstic?
[?etircopyh m i]<--reflect this

hahaha...can slip in those stuff tt i doodled last time into the front cover of it :D
nice nice..
somemore the file is black which contrasts with the white paper tt i always use:)

nice nice..
shall doodle more so i can have sufficient stuff to deco it :)

aiyo...blackout yesterday was like so not dark la...
lol...
maybe cuz of the moon bah.
not shiok enuf :D
hahaha...but rather interesting to see almost everywhere dark, and hear the noisy generator nearby making some irritating noise...
hahaha...
compare to the night at the mangrove swamp at bintan there....vast diff la...

took some photos of the candles of the dark places around me instead of studying in that 2 hours...hahaha....smsed like so many pple but like only 10% experienced blackout...hmmmm....lol
found out that im quite good at handling darkness :)
at least better than my mum la.
or maybe i have a better eyesight in the dark than her. or maybe just bcuz age is catching up.

should i condemn sloman?(go sue him! =x)
sighx...took out the john sloman book yesterday. found that my tile was ruined >.<
itis this:


the glass paint thing got stuck onto the edge of the book. bleah...
glad tt the LC miniature tile wasnt ruined :)

hmm...finally mustered the courage to ask my mum bout the big small, wadeva, art thing. hahaha...hope i wont fail my tests and stuff or else she'll be saying tt i din study hard enuf and spent so much time on doodling stuff. hahaha...econs today was a disaster la! overheard tt guy beside me saying tt it was easier than expected.
then im like hur?!?! easy?!?! half of the mcqs were like so super dubious and difficult*to me* la! bleah...

finally ll be finishing the june book today :D
feel like a great accomplishment! :D
hahaha....itis worth like 42 half-pages over 20 days.
that means i write bout 1(and abit more) full page of diary everyday...
hmm...hahaha...
wrote alot when i was in the camp and when my grandpa passed away bah...

kana haunted by the stupid dream tt i had tis morn, until the stupid alarm tt i set in my hp went off, which was just when the car i was in, crashed into sth*a huge thing tt is most prolly not a tree*
there was this obscured sky. this sinful couple*and i was in their car?!!?*. and that couple intentionally injured someone or did they even murder that person.
they were speeding along a long wide winding road, with a dearth of human essence, even though there were super tall skyscrapers around and dimly-lit roads cuz of the lack of street lamps....bleah....and the thing is, the dreams are vividly coloured and i actually do remember the colours the scenes. :(

hope i can pass tml's maths la...
pass is all i want.
the less i desire, the less disappointment rite?
of course im right:D
aiya...prepare to die can already :)

hahaha..
bro just came back with chocolates from chocolate box.
hahaha..
he not so rich la..
he bought them at a discount(act, staff price) cuz his fren working there.
usual price is bout 40, but he managed to buy it for 12 :)
heehee...

wow...
i wanna go work at those chocolate shops next time!
6 bucks an hour...
hahaha..
but, u wont gain any skills from that la..
hmm....
anyway...can kope the chocolates whenever u want!
aint that a good deal?
whheee... :D

kayx....im like kindof elated and kindof amused right now, just hope i wont forget the 1 hour worth of SPA stuff i've studied. :)
O.o and bro will be home till tml :)
doubt hez going out, unless itis with the pple in the ndp ... which means, if i have Qs i can ask him :D
hahaha...over reliant on bro eh?

O.o
and one more thing.
one more thing that i wanna do after terms, and before my jc career ends.