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Sunday
paragon of beauty

hahaha...
shez so beautiful rite!!!
sighxx...
saw those fotos that we took of the hamsters years back...
we used to have such pretty and handsome hamsters!!
alot of long fur ones...
short hair ones were also very adorable!
then..
there was the black one...i think shez called moon, got it from someone...itis so unique!! a black hamster!! but...itis a pity that she bites...hahaha...so violent la!

then....there was this golden one!!
golden as in shiny silky type! with ruby eyes!!! pretty!! it has rather long fur, such that its fur makes it look so puffy when itis actually quite skinny...maybe not, itis already fat, but its fur made it look fatter.

then...
here it is! this pretty one!

relatively, it has short fur, but unique colour!!
normally hamsters have brown that are like dark beige, but this is like dark wood type of brown!! cool eh...

then...there was MY hamster...
hahaha...yeah, i was super bias one...i protect my hamster, called "babe" (sth like tt la). always give priority to her when it comes to good food and stuff...wahahhaa....

sighxx....regret not taking pics of every single one of them....hmm...which will amount to hundred over fotos eh? hahaha...they used to give birth in a dozen, then had to give them away...was desperately finding pple who will adopt our pretty hamsters....hahaha....

kies....shall end here and start mugging....
sighx...skill A is so difficult... :(

Saturday
come and read nonsense! :P

while my bro is talking on the fone..i shall type some nonsense here....
hahaha....
im in a totall relaxed mood la..
feel as if exams are over...
whee!!
jsut finished the mrc design thing...
ahhaa...i kindof like it.
though, it was as time-consuming as the black and red thing that has the ac logo thing, which i like alot but the mr pple find it mysterious and eerie and blah blah...
anyway, this one that i jsut did, i think it looks more "cheerful" la...
hahaha...personification eh? hmm...
cant wait to show it to px and jm...but, i suppose, i wont get any comments from them till them show it to the rest la.

bah....
so today...pap's bdae.
so is leow's!
lol....

hahaha....made a joke out of myself when i intended to make a joke only, a lame joke la.
beside me, was a bone. a chicken bone. *i din drop it there!:P*
then my mum said(in chi), eh, u dropped a bone there.
then i replied*trying to be lame*, not my bone, the chicken's bone.
then my sis started laughing at my "stupidity".
bah. age gap la!!
my bro din laugh much, i guess he kindof understood my purpose of saying it, cuz it was suppose to be lame la, not sth to show my stupidity!
bah...then my sis cant stop laughing! and my mum too!
hmph. they think im really retarded la.
hahaha...wadeva.
then...on the car...
we were toking bout the car accident tt my sis's hubby got involved in.
dunno wad insurance pay for the damage but dunno wad dunno wad dunno wad....then had 6 demerit points, and the lamp post was changed....ahhaha....he wrecked the lamp post la! but luckily, it was only the left side of the car that got damaged...cost like 20,000 for repair? neway....then my bro said, he went to bang into the lamp post ah! (in chi) then later, my sis was saying that if she knock her car into sth, it ll be totally flattened as the front of the chassis will be crushed. and she saw on "crushed" car at the garage when she went to get her car, saying that it became so flat la...hahah...poor car, was only 2 months old. then my bro said, that owner went to crush teh car!?!?
hahaha...who will go and knock their car into sth purposely and get it crushed!
lol....
aiya....age gap le la...
lol...

then my sis realised a "trend".
whichever new car that she and her hubby buy, it always kana some "mishap"...hahaha..really for every single one....but not so when she bought those second hand car when she just learn how to drive....
hahaha....weird leh...pple like knocking into new cars and get their new cars knocked hor?
lol....
kiess....contact lense is like dried up in my eyes le...
lol...

Friday
happy bdae to dad. and leow?

wah...
smo rocks!!!
shez full of style
and definitely not a hypocrite and is a chio chiobu!!
wahahah.....
but! she has been having a great time recently while we dig our own graves in the books.
hahaha....darn funny la...
cant wait to see u peeps soon manzz...
weeps....
tootz playing now, so is fel!
hahaha....

okie....hmmm...er....
hahaha...though i couldnt make myself read and rmmber everything tt she blogged, but...i think she forgot to say tt she cant take much of chocolate!
hahaha....

kiess....neway....
dead from chem spa la

aiyo...guess wad my bro jsut did. as in 10 min ago, that made me leave this warmed-up-seat-in-a-chilly-room...
okay okay...
an update before describing that.
after i criticized him and his friends [he put a foto os him and his 4 other friends as the wallpaper as the desktop, where they all wore their berms at the hips, and some even revealing their underwear...] hahaha...ya. indeed, some have good figures la...as in those curvy ones u know. those type that guys want in girls.
lol *literally, laugh out loud!*
then...their faces. okay la, my bro considered the better looking type, but i still manged to suan him.
and the worst thingy is that hez so short la! the shortest among that bunch of friends in that foto. and....the legs ah, my bro's in incomparable to the others. to be exact, my bro's is huge while others is slim la.
ahhaha...i should feel fortunate that i din inherit wadeva genes of my bro n sis, cuz they have muscular legs even w/o doing much excercise...hahaha...or maybe just that abit of excercise develop alot of muscles...hahaha...indirectly proportional eh...*i think i got the electic field stength defn wrong! and kirchoff's law too! bah...physics is totally horrendous la*
anyway...after all those criticising, the pulled a peice of tissue out, took a loud sip from his
"THROUGH THICK AND THIN
6th MONO INTAKE
(27 Jun 01 - 26 Jun 03)
[wadeva that is] queer-looking mug, and spat some onto that tissue. thats so eeky la!!! ya, and to aggravate that, he acted as if theres nothing wrong.
bah. and he used that to clean that stupid lcd screen....disgusting man!!! imagine his saliva getting more and more saturated after some evaporation, and finally, the salive molecules solidifies on the screen, and upon humidity, dissolves, i cant imagine wad ll happen if the next person touches the screen. *oops, i touched it previously when i was criticising him and his friends*

okay...back to the former thing tt i was trying to narrate.
when i was typing, he was looking at the screen. then he suddenly turned 180 degrees.
and did a aboslutely disgusting thing. i believe, only my bro can do such stuff. only my wonderful bro can bear to do such stuff on his precious sis *heehee*.
neway, he turned around and let off air.
u should know where the air came from eh.
darn.
ran out of the room la!
puke manzz!!
kana tortured by his nonsense for how many years le!
and im afraid, i wont be freed anytime soon, cuz hez still not attached! bah.
maybe jsut too maybe admirers but no lover.
hahaha...heard from my tuition tcher tt a few girls from his jc like him...
hahaha...
wadeva. i liked his previous gf. wonder if it was his first.
but i think he was rather serious in it!
wonder who initiated the break up and wad happened la..
her mum makes great dumplings la! :)
i have no idea how a big bully like him can get a gf la.
really beats me.
and...hahaha...i still owe him a few years of bdae present.
i have no idea wad he wants la!! neway, he has more money, at least hez earning his own money *income effect?*
bah.

typed a super long blog entry today eh....
hahaha...
kiesss....
and alot of my bro...
and im just so addicted to typing and listening to the calm continuum of the ta-ta-ta sound...isit calm?hahaha

hmm....
right now.
i wanna play bball.
i wanna play tennis.
oops, smo loathes ball games.
hahaha....and the pun of it.
hahah...i think smo and pam clicks real well...
okay...maybe shall settle for sth more plausible *i still cant differentiate feasible from possible from plausible*
bah.
i want to do sth right now!!
but i have no idea wat is it.
hahaha...maybe squash?

and thinking back...
i was really a quiet person!!
esp wheh i was a toddler or a child.
i guess, all i knew was whine and complain cuz my bro always bully me mahx!
one more day of his existence, one more day of torture for me. yes, for me! should i feel honoured? ah duh....

okie...let me go suan my bro and get him to study while i slack.
wheee....!
must rest today...rest tml for itis pap's bdae*and also leow's!* and slakc on sun cuz itis suppose to be for u to rest.

i wanna go playground and play with the swing!!
sighx...but only have k s park near here. lousy park, no playground, and most importantly, nowhere to park us. lol.

Thursday

wah...finally reached this page...
hahaha...
maths exam was horrible la..
but, neway...
when i was doing the maths ppr, when i got so fed up with it, cuz i couldnt get any answers for the first 2 pages except for a Q or two. almost wanted to give up la.
but neway, due to the insurmountable mental obstacles, i started to day dream...
hahaha...
dunno wad i was thinking bout la. but one of it is bout using ben t's fone to send an sms to kt, asking sth like "do u think i'm hot?"
hahaha..cuz bent was sitting next to me la.
then, just when that thought crossed my mind, kt crossed my path!
waahahha.....
almost laugh out loud la!
he walked right in front of me la! in his oh-biang peachy-orangey shirt. hahaha...and his usual long sleeves shirt and the, er.., tight pants*puke*

hahaha...ttz all.
feeling so o-lvl-y now...hahaha...
seeing my bro in and out of the room, lying on the bed, stoning at the notes, trying to do sth "funny"....
so distracting la...
hahaha...hez so fortunate to get those smarties from rjc and whatsoever to coach him la! they are pple who got 4 ace for a lvls lo!! im sure theres a handful of them getting 2 spprs distn la....
but rjc notes are rubbish la! though they do make some sense, but they are too sketchy la!

kiess....shall go check on my bro le...
hahahaha....
aiyo...instead, hez e one checking on me la...
lol

[edit 6:59]
sighx...wanted to get some slp....
but couldnt...kept thinking bout the physics pprs tml...keep telling myself needa study...
sighx...maybe kana influenced by my bro, cant resist the temptation to slack at the bed.
heh.
neway...i was thinking...when can we get to retire? age of? 40 can? u cant, at least not in spore la.
sighx...how about taking a year of two to rest before u start work.
as in, taking those few years to do wad u want, go where u want*but where u get the money from?*...
hmmm...itis alright to work as some brainless personel for that year. but, by then, the qualifications thats that u achieved after about 15 or more years of consistent hardwork and pestilence stress, it will all go into waste. utter waste.
bah.
wadeva certs u've got will expire before u retire and even before u start work!!!
:(

sianzzz...
after only 10 months of jc life... ive learnt nothing!! :(
hmm...how bout, learning to be a mugger, by just allowing notes to flow in, then out as soon as the exam is over?

hahaha...then just now, i wanted to write sth on the post-it.
then i saw thru my "eyes", seeing my hands moving and scribbling stuff on the note pad.<--btw, this is implying tt i was just imagining myself writing.
freaky la.
in e end, i din write on it. hah.

shall go drown myself in the tv and food le :)
sighx...but i wanna play tennis!! >.<
i wanna go back to the sc courts...

[edit 10:18]
hahaha....
kt just wasted 3 sms on each and everyone of us in the class. or maybe, all of his maths classes.
so...that comes up to 15 x 23(or isit 24 ahx?)
which is $3.45 for our class...
lol...pardon me if i calculated wrongly, cuz ive got no brains =x
neway...hez rich la....
after some observation...he got a father/mother (definitely not a chauffer) to drive him to sch every morn. then ...he looks stingy la...hahaha...and cant imagine him in a relationship la, so he wont be spending money on gf...
lol...and his attire, almost the same everyday. so it saves him alot of money la...
wadeva la.

bahx.
cant wait to play!!:D
and...guess wad.
my bro is slping again.
out of the 4 or 5 times i check on him, hez slping every time.
hahaha
and he got totally mixed up with N1L N2L and N3L la!!
aiyo...
and the common mistake of F=ma when it shld be ma=F(or so does dk claim...)
i wont argue. cuz i just follow...
hahaha...im e victim of rote-learning eh!

hahaha...replied kt's super lengthy sms.
i cant help it but use casual lang and appear bo chap la...
hahaha...
guess it'll be more relaxing to sms kt after i grad from ac...just like when replying ms ho's sms....
hahah...sms lotsa crap la...but shez an ultra nice tcher!! interesting chi lessons!! :)

Wednesday
10 days in timbaktu

yeah...and who spoilt my wonderful vacation there!!?!? [shant reveal the name:P]
bah. truoublesome leh...
brought the maths ppr to sch, then he dun want.
then now make me scan for him.

neway...
wanna return to yesterday!!
cuz...i wouldnt be under the torment of the stupid chem ppr that i jsut ahd just now.
sighx.
ll almost be a miracle that i get better than an E grade la.
i really want to make every subj of mine improve except econs.
hahaha...cuz econs is like lit!!
fail then fail la! [opps, toot:P]

hahaha..
neway...
cant believe that i spent one whole hour in the library printing prelim papers!!!
bleah.
sch's comp are so slow!! :(

eating e animal biscuit thingy again... :D

bye camel

bye vulture

few days ago, i was acting like a refuge.
i think i was in malacca, the place where we went for sec 1 camp.
fel n britt were there.
can vaguely rmmber wad happened, but, it was raining v v heavily.
then...we were trying to get some presents or sth, and that store that we were in is so ultra big, but we were the only few pple there....
wanted to dash straight into the car to remain dry, but we were already drenched after taking a few steps outside.
ended up strolling along the empty streets, with dim street lamps, and narrow road lanes.
was cold, but the heart was warm.
there was some weird silence then, but i guess everything became fine after the rain stopped and we sat at the roadside watching the sunrise. [i wonder how long did we walk. 10 hours??!]

then i became half a burglar. or maybe just an intruder.
when i woke up, i really thought it happened.
and i kindof hope that it was true.
not that i stole sth valuable and got hold of a load of cash, but that, i really recieved sth valuable. friendship :)
just ate koala. yeap, this "friend" might just be looking at koala too...
her mum kindof knew i intruded her house. but, she was on the phone and didnt do anything to me.
this time, her house looked different, the kitchen moved to beside the door...weird...and the design and stuff changed from the wood-based type to metal and glass type...
wah...this dream ultra exhausting la!! woke up feeling so tired[spent. hahaha]

and, recently, i became myself! er, not exactly actually.
but, fortunately, im approaching the sane self. [while im getting insane in real life]
ironic la.
neway...this dream was similar to wad happened yesterday...
almost exactly the same till the end of it.
was at the fmss bus stop, then saw jm[yes, lollipop!:P] walking toward this bus stop too.
er...thats how it ended, kindof abrupt. but this dream wasnt short! just that all that happened in the dream is all that happened after the econs ppr. yeap...

wonder wad ll happen tonite :)

oh no, the cat is in my stomach now :)

and...good news!!
my bro taking a lvl ppr this year!!!
wheee...
fun!
:)
really great to have someone studying with me again!
hahaha....

btw...surely cant take s pprs le la...
[to eric: be assured of the 15 bucks. u sure win one la :P]