sigh.....just now type one whole chunk of words....then explorer had a prob......now now.....type all over again?haha....
my show! i missed it....sigh...bout 9.30....advert time... :(

hey! this is e story tt ling zhi said in ying yue re ji!
veri nice! heard tt story bout a month ago? recieved this mail on 11th may... and now then i read it......haha......thanx to wt! :)
but of course ling zhi said in a more touchin gan3 xing4 way larh.......alphabets just arent as able as words from mouth.....lol.....


Inearly vried after reading this, cos I am guilty of complaining too.... sniff sniff...

Winnie

My husband was an engineer. Since I met him, he was always an unflappable rock in my life. I knew he always had his feet firmly planted on the ground, and it seemed that no matter what else went crazy, he would be the one constant.

Three years of romance, and two years of marriage later, I got tired. He was the most unromantic man I know. He never bought me flowers, he never surprised me, and nothing changed in our marriage.

After some time, I finally found the courage to tell him that I wanted to leave him. He just sat there, speechless. My heart froze... what kind of man was I married to that didn't even know what to say to make me stay?

After a while, he spoke, "What can I do to change your mind?". "I will stay if you can give me a good answer to this question," I replied coldly. "If I asked for a flower that grew on a cliff, and you knew that getting it for me means certain death, would you get it for me?". His face grew troubled. "Can I give you an answer tomorrow morning?" he asked. Hearing that kind of answer, my heart died. I knew that I could never be happy with a man who couldn't even give me a answer straight away.

The next morning, when I woke up, he was missing. In the living room, under a warm glass of milk, was a note. My eyes grew misty as I read it...
"Dear, I have my answer. I will never pick the flower for you if it meant certain death. But before you leave, I hope you can give me a chance to give you my reasons....

You will always sit in front of the computer and type about for the whole day, but everytime you will end up in tears cause your formating will always go all over the place... I need my fingers, to do the formating for you, so your tears will become smiles.

You like to travel, but would always get lost... I need my eyes, so that I can bring you to the nicest places on earth.

Everytime you leave the house, you would always forget your keys... I need my legs, so that I can run home to open the door for you.

You never knew how to take care of yourself... I need my hands to help you get rid of the pesky white hair you hate so much when you grow old, to trim your nails, to feed you.

So you see, that's why I can't pick the flower for you. Until I find someone who loves you more than I do, I will need my body to take care of you.
If you accept my reasons, then open the door, where I will be waiting with your favourite muffin."
With tears streaming from my eyes, I opened the door, and there he stood, with a extremely worried look on his face. He still had nothing to say, but just stood there waving the packet he had in his hand in front of me. And then I knew for a fact that I will never find another man who will ever love me as much as he does.Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have...

woo....now 933 playing my song...haha...yeah...MY song :p guang liang's dang ming tian....veri ncie can! haha.......the hai you ming tian show coming to an end.......gonna miss this song v much....haha....even my sis and her ahem like that song!*i think so* haha......realli a nice super duper nice song!

.:. you . will . have . to . free . the . the . butterfly . in . your . hands . before . you . can . see . it . dance . beautifully .:.

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im nemo? sigh....i wanna be squirt!! nemo oso quite cute larh...but not for his loop-sided fins(isit loop-sided or lobe-sided or wad?!?! i dunnoe how to spell!
wadeva....

just added a new link...the iq test...this one is realli a gruellign one......those spatial ability, guys are suppose to be better at tt....but i seemed to be better than my bro tt time....heehee.....but was real difficult to figure out the right one.......go to tt link, then click on free IQ test then go do the ultimate IQ test.....good luck! :) must tell me ur score k? haha....

wads the date today? anyone tt haf a formula to rmmber the date? other than the black fri*13june fri* which i usually cant rmmber.....
wad happen on yestday arh, how bout yestday yestday? yeastday yestday yestday? haha...do i sound like dolly? or isit dorris? or dollis? haha....wadeva, i still like squirt e best although it isnt e real character......guess wtoot enjoyed the show rite!!! all thanx to me :D im the one who pls-pls-pls wanna watch it.....haha...."for me for me for me for me for me for me...."the birds were so cute and funny.......concerted voices, retarded "for me"s, so cute!did we watch tt movie yestday? cant remember..... great to have the whole gang going out together again.....long time since everyone is present.....realli hope tt we stand on together[rite, wt?] lol......

britt's teeth realli look so white, but i think itiz still quite crooked after she took out her braces......i suppose this a more of a compliment then an insult, so dun tell britt, or else she'll "hah!" at me again.....lol.......haha
yeap...thank her for invitin us to her house lorh.....haha....yeah....she cooked[with the help of her maid larh:p].....amazing rite!!! haha....no diarrheoa yet....doesnt taste tt bad larh.....haha......lol....and dont tell her this, or else her "hah"s will be never-ending......
and....haha...i beat meryl and fel in e game! when i m suppose to lose, cuz i almost haf no experience in those games....wahaha....i pro pro sia.....
saw asha and eleng while going to e bus stop.....haha.....so coincidental! thou they were opp the road.....shouted over the many cars and bus on e 4 lane road.....she reacted, but dun seem to see us cuz the buses block us! haha.....called out to her again....so funny.....haha.....hmm.....bball! so fun! haha....nice to play in e nite.....but those running barefooted almost made me haf blisters...and britt....haha...her blister is so disgustin and she said tt itiz not pain! tt it onli felt uncomfortable when she walks! weird rite! tot blisters will give u those excruciating pain........
did some hmwk after e bath(or u spell ir as bathe.....wadeva...dun bother to clarify it, for wad neway! i will forget, getting senile with all thou hearing probs, eyesight probs, running probs, talking probs, thinking probs, comprehending prob....etc....haha) meryl kept on taking e naps, or maybe it was onli a few...but it felt as if i had tried to wake up up umpteen times...her 5 minutes naps.....wonders how she does her work without her glasses.....would be a feat for me esp when my degrees is so "impressing".....i think im the slowest worker amongst the four of us.....took me so long to finish one emaths revision ex, when meryl onli took bout 1h, and wt, meryl so fast to finish their geog tys when im still highlighting e tb....and britt so fast to finish a emaths paper 2 when i tot i took much much longer......
.............................loser............................<--not refering to me :P
slept at 1+ going to 2, after the dj knocked off :D
suppose to wake at 6.30. onli woke up when wt tab me.....dunnoe why i cant hear my alram going off......wt n meryl said tt my hp went off 4 times! but i onli heard it once! haha...why arh...the alarm wad just above my head, and i cant hear, while meryl is 1+m away, and it can wake her up! haha....im a log.....lol.....


hungry now......can i eat tt chocolate? for the benefit of my health or my impulse desire........hmm......ll decide later....haha.....having sore throats lately, finished my bro's strepsils....haha...they taste quite nice actually, the honey and lemon flavor....try tt flavour next time if u r buying strepsils! haha

heehee......mum preparing food for me.....so hungry now....haha.....itis like telepathy, i just typed tt im hungry then she came in if i wanna eat....haha......thats the chemistry between a mother and her super nice, "filial", all-the-good-points daughter rite! heehee...the onli flaw is tt im thick skin, and ...... bo chap attitude...... :D

geog lecture today.....britt dun feel like going to sch? haha...suppose e hist lecture is super boring.....guess almost of the onli hist class pple pon fiffy's lesson today.....glad tt fiffy din teach me....heehee.....fiffy fluff fluff.....lol.... :P but geog as still boring! but it seemed much shorter than the last one we had, was half and hour late.....haha....and meryl was suggesting to put the thermomters in our mouth*we'll haf to take e temp aniway* and walk into e LT thru e front door in those ah lian bo chap type....haha...so funny! but we didnt do it larh....went in thru e back door....ms goh still stopped the lecture to tell us to take our temp and go down to get e notes........
was sitting at the back-est row.....haha....was colour my hands with stars,*starry starry night, paint the palets blue and grey......* lol.....then she came around finding pple to criticise one.....first, was e pple from CO, they put their feet on the chair[not over the chair] in from of em.....but wads wrong wad......if the table is not working, u'll haf to do tt to get e flat area to write on rite? then she came to me.....i was sitting cross legged bare footed on e chair.....with the tb and notes on e floor.....tired wad...then it would be more comfortable rite....then she some sort of scolded me larh...said sth like," seems u treat here as a home, do u want to camp over here" sth like dat larh.....lol......lucky she din ask prefect to book me :)

hahaha....wanna noe an amazing feat that allows me to watch bout 1sec more of my show?
haha....veri fun.....havent been doing that for veri long time liao.....haha
itiz like, u run abit*speed is btween sprinting and jogging* then u stop then u will "skate" forward...yeah those inertia, newton's first law of motion.....haha......fun larh! havent tried skjateboarding b4......looks easy...but pple say itiz veri difficult.....lol....
yeah yeah....skate, slide skate...wadeva :)

haha....done robyn's autograph book today....think i've done a rather nice job.......thou itis onli 2 pages, and had cut my lorh soh unique messages short! robz......how isit? haha
haha.....finished jeanette's autograph bk over e weekend....sunday was onli e sch-free day....poor me.....haha....spent so much time drawing the pathetic star in ur*jeanette* autograph bk!

feels nice to design e pages for e autograph book, although they are time consuming, and onli worht a glance in e book owner....but...itiz just.....wanna be remembered! haha......lol.....
feels like im reaching tt "sleepy hour" again....can die......haha......cant take any short sleep.....always wake up having headache, and i spent 1.5 hours trying to relax my brain n get rid of e headache on sat nite....can die

haha.....dying.....prelims!!! hahaa.....someone motivate me to mug? hope the prelims wont be a duplicate of e chi"O"s
or else i go commit suicide!! haha...jj larh.....lol

nitez... :)

be contented with what u haf...
dun grumble when ur mum ask u to go to e market to run some errands.....cuz, at least u haf a mother to give u the care and concern with some frequent advice that were abit too naggy

dun envy others who haf a car to drive, cuz u haf at least a longer and bigger mercedes vehicle that u need not take much responsibility of it*anyway, we not old enuf to drive a car....and i was refering to how fortunate we are to be able to take a bus ;)*

dun complain when the sch tchers give u too mcuh hmwk, cuz at least they want u to strive harder and ace ur exams, and they do care even thou it means that more hmwk given to us, the more assgnments they haf to mark.

dun feel stressed up when u haf to run 2.4km, cuz at least u haf the legs to walk and run and with ur legs, to explore the mysteries.....*this wont be true for those idiots who like running...* :P

dun be unwilling nor feel compelled to help pple, cuz they will then noe how much help u do and will appreaciate u more!


actually have many more of those....some were my own, some were just being said by ling zhi on ying yue re ji.....

now, the story is bout this girl in this all girls sch*confirm not my sch in this context* she fell in love with her tcher, a female..........standard storyline i guess....

i guess it was on thurs or fri tt ling zhi said sth bout black and white.....white despising the black, saying tt he would never sit beside a black, nor marry a white....then he became blind....then there was this volunteery worker that kept him company, he opened his heart to her......became real good friend......not realising that she was a black, he said how much he hated blacks........finally, she told him tt she is a black....then did he realise tt he was wrong, she was kind, amicable, helpful, totally contrasted wad he had in mind of a black.....

yeap...onli if i was blind...then i wont care if one is indian malay chi or wadeva, but some do haf an accent!!!! haha...onli if i am deaf....lol......
haha....reminds me how i curse myself, e.g. when itis raining, then e floor is wet....then i v clumsy wad, then i always say i'll fall......haha.......but i think i might realli become blind one day.....maybe....eyesight is still worsening lorh.....each eye increased 50 degrees, just went to e optician yestday.......haha....my bro look cool and intellectual with specs!!! looks like a professor!! wahah.......

hmm......to my previous entry.....i lost. we lost......lost e colar comp. rgs won lorh. girls beat guys again!!! wahaha....for all the 3 competitions tt i noe, all champions r girls!!! lol..... we r power! :D