itis a "rule" that a poem is named untitled if theres no title...so yeap, adopting tt "rule"...
lol...my brain is too dead liao...

provided that it ends with - - > *cancel away all the spacing in between*
heehee....
easy to use and easy to rmmber! :)
used that thing to make the music stuff disappear...
they aint working well...though some of e midis are still workin...
sighx...wasted all my effort :(
d/ling dreamweaver...hope i learn how to use it asap! :)
nitezz...

bet no one notice the diff... :)
anyway...i changed the flower thing at the end of entry to the march thing....
:)
got it off my note book....cropped it in photoshop...
yeap yeap :)
nice?
neway...to see the flower thing, itis at here

just got the march version stretched horizontally and shorten vertically... :)
btw...did u realise tt itis march now? :)
gonne get it change once march ends :) cant wait to use the other pics! :) --18march-1:43am--

i dun want the rainy season to stop!!
i love the rain! :D

hmm....so wad have i done since just now...
didnt read the html book...wad was i doing ahx? i 老人吃呆症 liao...and i even forgot the eng translation for tt ailment....
sighx....
memory realli failing me liao... :(

sth crossed my mind just now...and i found it funny, maybe itis of no relevance to u la....
"jc2s are studying for block test, and im studying for blog test."
yeah...wad so funny bout that?dunno....*im mad*

heh...i think im realli mad...
hahha
playing 勇气 by 梁静茹 on radio... nice song :)

yeap yeap...spot it?---seen at the end of every blog entry----
heehee.....
nice?
personally...i think itis ugly :but that is wad i can do with worse-than-basic skills of photoshop...
neway...gonna catch up...and i can create nice pattern on photoshop! :)

again, im lazy to write diary....
suppose to meet smo n meryl at orchard mrt at 3...but it started downpouring at bout 2.30.
and due to that, i was delayed...
managed to rush there and be rather in time...lol...10 min late onli! :)

i like walking in the rain! but nt when there is active convection current in the air...where the clouds get charged up due to the friction between the rain drops that got carried up by the updraft of the air current...
bleah...wonder how did i get such grade for geog when i cant even regurgitate stuff accurately....
anyway....walking alone along the narrow pathway towards the bus stop is scary! was constantly reminded of those horrifying lightning-related death/injury cases that were mentioned by the prof in sajc.
anyway...made it to orchard safely....
and...from there....i can almost see familar faces everywhere! sighx....
saw wei jia*if i din rmmber wrongly* frm s71,sji, fencing...saw polyne*dunnoe how to spell* frm touch rug.
saw sing ying, saw mich s, saw this supposed sc girl tt i can barely recognise....

bought robyn's present...
but cant pass it to her before her bdate :(
shez so busy! thats wad happens to chio bu eh!
lol....

wanted to go play pool...but din work out...
manage to obtain a choco cone ice cream from macs at taka, i like tt choco ice cream! thanx to the vanilla flavour which was out of stock...lol...kindof absurd rite...how can those stuff go out of stock?furthermore, itis a rainy day today, and less pple ll eat the icecream....
so...we went to library to see if meryl can spot cjc peeps and if smo can spot njc peeps...and smo realli did!
yeah...spot njc pple at the library:) they were doing cip.
then we went down to kino....and tt crazy meryl was searching for bobo...lol...and quite a number of results came out!
lol...
saw a realli interesting book at the entrance area....about spore...realli intriguing and the way they did the book is real unique and innovative! thou the price is oso another extraordinary thing...*eyes widen*

went up to library again, preceeded with a stop at that art shop which seems to have lotsa patrons...
anyway...at the library...din mange to find any books on braille...:(
but i borrowed a javascript book and a html book eventually! and meryl borrowed a story book?
sat there and talk..
and smo got fits of laughter....lol....
and meryl...lol
enzyme depression
bra=over the shoulder, boulder and a holder...
lol...
and smo laughing at other pple! how can u!!!*me shakes my head* lol...
stayed at the library for quite a long time....
then we went home..
yeap! thats it!
:)
and i tried to look guai and nerdy by holding the 700 page html book!
:D


sighx...im feeling hungry now!! :(
--rummages for food--
btw, ants been appearing on my desk! gross.... :(

nt the whole class is present....
foto taken on the last day of sch, 12march04fri. thanx to hui xian's digicam :)

1st row(l-r):richard, huixian
2nd row(l-r):kahhong, qiyang, kelvin, yidian, erin, wanwei, kaichun.

lol...where m i? :P
onli nine out of 25 peeps are present tt day.. :(

dunno wad happen to tt class pic...dun care....geocities dun seem to be a good substitute...hmm...so there! :)--16marh04-3:01pm---

tried again...tahns to photobucket....think itis going to work well:) good :)---17marhs04--1:38am

在天愿作比翼鸟，
在地愿为连理枝。
天长地久有时尽，
此恨绵绵无决期。
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yeap...that passion is to learn chi poems.....
those tt has a meanignful story behind it...
:)

deaths are just too many, just too common rite?
wad is the solution?
numb urself against all of them?

agree with ling zhi....
how cowardice ovecame us as we grow up....
how we used to hug our parents and peck on their checks anywhen anywhere....
but now? it is almost seen as an embarrassing act ....

guess that will be all for today...
enuf with the problem....

listening to ying yue re ji...........
feels like 8.00 pm again...
how i used to type the stories here, then returns to my desk and finish the work after the half an hour radio prgramme has ended....
gonna realli conc on listening to it now :)

created this in fotoshop esp to list the song titles in point form...
but it didnt seem to work when i use them just now...
anyway...i think those mp3s are spoilt, the links doesnt realli work..
anway, the midis are working fine :)
too bad that all of the midis are songs of syz :)

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lycos said tt i abuse their system thingy....
hmm.....nvm! :)
in the process of abusing geocities! :P

anotehr pic is up...
copied it from another person's layout....
did some edit stuff....
uploaded it...
gonna combine that with other fotos some day.....
if i didnt rmmber wrongly, tt foto is abstracted from jimi's illustrations, the book title is the moment...
yeap! :)

another pic in e backgrd is up! :)
hope it doesnt cause difficulty in reading....
:D
nitezzz

btw....tml's kranji trip is canceled :(
theres goes my maiden trip to sungei buloh wetland nature reserve....
so disappointing eh...?

finally everythign is done! :)
the butterfly thing is up, after posting the pic to save the pic into the comp, changing the colour from blue to pinkish-red, changing the glow, changing the size, changing the quality, switching the prog from photoshop to imageready, changing the format, changing the opaque-ness of it....
and finally figured where to put the link of the pic after so many attempts....
well well....thats all! :)
and to think of it....ive spent bout an hour doing the butterfly thing?
not worth it? hmm....nvm...thats all that im going to spend :)

hahah.....
finally solved the thing liao...
and finally got the stuff aligned... :)
soo....well done to me! :)

took 2 whole hours to pick a decent template...
and more time to cut and paste....had to do it twice, cuz somewhere went wrong....and yeap...im careless....
and...dunno wads wrong with the tagboard backgrd thing, dunno y isi still black, went to the tagboard webby, nuthign wrong there, nothing wrong with my template too! so...how to solve tt?
the links need a change of colour which will be seen in due course, maybe tml?
and....had to get the title back, cuz tis new template layout omitted the title...
did adjustments to the colours too....

so...the rationale of mentioning all those above is to make my 2 hours spent seem worthwhile... :) im a slow worker ya!

gonna upload a nice butterfly pic soon....stole it from another template....and the "sparks" tt pops when u click is oso stolen from another template....hmm.....
im not a professional burglar, so, yeap...thats it....
shall try to solve it still....

wanna revamp my blogsite......
kindof sick of it liao...
but the fuss bout copy-and-pasting the links and stuff might deter me...
but, since i have the time to waste before real sch term begins to burden me...i shld ya?

how i wish i have a real good digicam....sighx...dunno much bout the cam properties....but i wld love to learn those! :)
the mega pix stuff...the shutter...the iso....the lenses and stuff*i suck at physics, so...wad focal length fives u wad?*....the exposure time...the many functions of those stuff...
i may have the ambition, but i also do have the forgetful-ness.
how long will it take before i forget this thing? or how long will it re-occur again and fill me with ambition once again, or perhaps it ll be guilt which wld dominate.

forget those for now...
today, went to visit grandpa at sgh 52B. block 5, level 2, ward B.
realli hurts to see
realli hurts...
all those surging and overwhelming emotion were so tangible to me....
thou the memories were vague, thou the memories of him being lively, being a "dictator" of the 4 generations are abstract, what would really matter is him being there to remind us and to invisibly bond the whole family together.
ive nv seen a close relavtive leave for another haven. hope that would not happen anywhen near now....
but....prolonging his live, may pose as a torture to him, the victim suffering the gargantuan torture alone, bearing it all alone. but, it is also difficult for thers to accept. those who are conscious are the ones who suffers the most, right?
he, who is on the bed, oscillating between consciousness and unconsciousness, may not see the worries of others. this is an anology to a one-sided love. one being totally oblivion to another.

anyway,and also, fortunately, it is not for me to decide and not a cut deep enough for me to weep and spend hell days and nights worrying about.
up to you to percieve me as selfish, as one who ditches emotions so easily.

i choose to forget.