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Saturday
brain failure again!!

lol....
heehee...veri pai seh actually, got the date wrong for tt njc thingy....
lol....
so funny...
hahaha

neway....today is nice!! :)
though it started off with me lacking lotsa sleep, and kana "daoed" by the tcher when i asked for e permission to leave lect earlier...
hmm...

anyway...
woke up at 6.30*saturday=school day!! >.<* to go to sch for physics make up.
picked up yee hui. and...there was alot alot of pple in sch, mgs pple and dunno wad schs' students...
anyway...lect started at 7.30, i left at 8.30, whereby theres still another hour to go before it ends...
went for tutoring....
my tutee still din come. gave up on me liao...lol...
arranged to tutor another student, called yu wei.
yeah...thats sth more decent. teaching him sec 3 stuff. though itis normal academic or isit technical? bleah...anyway, itis much easier to teach sec 3 than sec 1. also, yu wei is more receptive, though hez quiet...and...i tot guys' brain is programmed to have better spatial skills? maybe hez exception. and i have to explore a new chapter which is bout the plan, the net, the 3d objects and stuff. it was like, i tripped in the process, but i din fall, at least i dun think i taught him the wrong stuff..... and those 3d stuff are like those u'll see in those online iq test. i love those 3d stuff! :D wonder wad ll it be like to learn the programming and construct them on comp....

anyway....ended at bout 11. explored the sch till bout 11.30. was real famished, but had to rush back to sch for photog. yeap...thanks sokyih!! she got the fotos developed... :) yeap...my photos were all a failure, esp those i wanted to take the freezing action, i still aint sure how to set the shutter speed.
only one of the fotos was half-successful. which was the one tt shows the aperture effect. i think i used f2.2 *or 3.5* which is the big aperture, and i shot thru the dustbin*aint i innovative? bhb la!lol...i looked like an idiot when i trying to get tt foto taken. cuz alot of asses(as in the back of pple) kept on blocking me from my main character who is a tcher*
but...i prefer those fotos i took yesterday nite!!
i think they will appear v nice. and much nicer if theres higher resolution...need a digicam with higher megapix, and those SLR digicam!! so cool... >.<

hmm....after tt....called my mum to fetch me....waited for veri veri long. cuz she went to pick my bro up at redhill, and she din noe tt my bro jsut got home!! bleah...she really needs a hp!!! but she doesnt want one...

anyway...she fetched me to the chinatown area to get the fotos developed. the first shop was so lousy!! they dun even have a computer in teh shop!! grr...so i have to go to the one at chinatown point*that shop rawks!! the person veri friendly!! and they charge v cheap, esp when u r trying to develop in small qties!! no handling fees too! other shops charge bout 5 if u r developing below 2o fotos. and...they develop the 8r fotos at bout 4 or 6 dollars, where the otehr shop offers it at 8 buck!! trying to cheat my money la!! see me in ac uni, dun think im rich lo, cuz i aint! >.<*
anyway...that foto shop at chinatown point really rocks! thou itis small, it seems veri cosy!! and...they have a comp! and they can return u ur cf card immediately!! :)

hmm...after getting those done, went home...the fotos only ready by mon :(
and...went to visit grandpap...sighx...at econ medical centre, near where jeanette lives....the nurse there are veri friendly and nice....though my grandpap can still throw tantrums, they arent as intimidating anymore :(
u will realise that anger is a sign of life...
sighx...he cant even eat. he has to be fed thru this tube inserted into his nose, and hez always so tempted to take off that tube. it is as if, he has lost his rights. once a chauvinistic man, once a loud and assertive man. what has become of him now?
undecisive. he wanted to stand up to walk, but sat down again. his legs are weak.
un-understood.*there no such word, but u noe wad i mean...* he was trying to speak, but has only that few teeth left. wad otehr sound can he make when his throat is flooded with phelgm? sighx...

went to zion rd for dinner. the malay food. with grandma, auntie mary and 5h auntie....
yeap....they seem so much mroe friendly today...dunno, perhaps ive grown out of the fear for them...

alot of hmwk :(
selling badges for club rainbow tml at orhcard...
come and support! :)

Friday
-- thank u (sloman, SAT, chem and physics notes)--

haha...
was trying to take some photos, hoping to take part in the foto comp :)

hahaha..
now...they are of height, 21 cm:)
lol...will publish the fotos soon if they are of focus...
sighx...dunno where tt gadget tt allows me to transfer the fotos from the cf card to the comp..
sighx...
cant see if they are in focus anort :(

anyway...had fun taking the fotos...
hahaha...i tot i was creative. but, perhaps im not...and i need a tripod stand!! my hands super shaky....ttz y my air rifle so lousy...

lol...had the annual swimming meet today....
having some green club thing on mon and tues which will eat up one of my breaks each day....
anyway....during the comp, we were trying to take fotos....maybe they've got wad they want.
but i din :(
sighx...only if my sis SLR is working... :(

btw, rmmbered that the club rainbow thing is on sun.n so, it isnt clashing with anything:) yeap, had brain failure again....
wah....super tiring, im bending over in order to type, cuz the stack of books is just in front of me, which is hindering me frm typing....
neway...adieu :) *haha..i kindof 4got the meaning of e word:P*

ll end here....
have physics make up tml!! :(
at 7.30 am somemore :(
sighx...tml, busy day...needa go try develope the fotos too...
neway...nitez :)

Thursday
--relief---

lol...
had a busy day today, due to the brain failure...
lol...
they jsut had power failure, then i had a brain failure lo...
was at pt for air rifle. totally forgot bout my tuition which started at 6.15, and me realising tt i have to go for tuition at 6.35. which makes me a 100% late comer.
reached there at bout 7.15 anyway...hahaha...was an hour late....which means tt i only have an hour to endure :)
and my entrance wasnt as grand as tt girl who came 1h and 20 min late.....lol


hmm...kayx today...
er...fetched yee hui to sch! :)
i think i saw teck chong!! :)
this seems like a dejavu, it seems to have happened yesterday, when itis actually this morn. maybe cuz i had a long day...lol
anyway, i must look properly tml!! :) i miss them!! and lance no longer look like tc from the back :(
anyway....er....lessons and lessons. had a tough pe. which accumulated the number of push up i did for today to bout 100. okay, maybe itis nt veri impressive....but!! did most of them with the guys' method, cuz i cant push pressure on my left knee cap, fell down tt day and has a big blue black there :(

did essay for chi. the fluency i had for chi disappeared, it became a arduous to churn out sth decent. bleah...anyway...
er....siran went home halfway, cuz shez veri tired. lol...and there goes my gp hmwk.
nvm :)

then....er...the more fun part is after sch!! somehow, i get contented when i haf pt. the running and stuff. though they werent veri demanding, not as demanding as canoeing, touch rug, nor odac. which makes it the 3rd slackest sports ive joined so far, above of tennis and badminton. lol...

went to gym...was a relaxed atmosphere, where there is no specific goals, unlike canoeing.
hmm...went to run around the sch. to the bouna vista mrt, then up the slope, to sp, past acs(i) then back to sch.
hahaha...mum just showed me a pic of wensi. a year my senior. she wasnt veri good with the gym stunts when she was in sc wad....at least, she better than me*duhzz* but she isnt the best rite? anyway, shez featured on the chi newspaper today....i think she looks dao....mum says shez chio...lol...

anyway....air rifle veri slack!! did only 20 push up! and cruntches and dunno wads tt call. so lil....i miss touch rugby...i miss that super tough training. i miss yy ali gwens wanwei....i miss touch rug >.<

rushed for tuition. sat with the jjc pple, cuz the sajc "bench" was filled, and i was too lazy to squeeze myself thru this narrow passage to sit in front of them..
anyway....1 hour is short :)
came home, bathed, ate and watched tv, did chi essay. and here i am! :)

kiezz...end here....
swimming meet tml, which means tt itis gonna be a rather slakc day, then...have to do the photographic thing!! sighx...dunno wads wrong with my sis's SLR cam :(

i miss the slack days!! hafta wake up early on sat. tutoring at 8.45, then photographic, then visit my grandpa*hez in a nursin home now :(* then...have to go for the njc concert....lol...busy eh!! :) oh no...i forgot the club rainbow thing!! >.< sighx...itis clashing with tutoring and photog :(
bleah...brain failure again...

Tuesday
"Let me teach you the ACJC way--Pay someone to do it for you"

i realise...i dunno how to defend "my" school.
btw, tt was the nikc of my sajc classmate...
yeah...all i can say tt accuse him tt that is incorrect, but i aint able to back it up...
heh. sajc rulez!:p

mosque?

heh...why did i dream of a mosque?
i can vaguely remember that dream. it just stuck me when i was reading the Time mag for the weekly article tt we have to get for GP.
a mosque? hmm....
apparently, it is near my house, which is actually, non-existent.
i dunno...
that mosque is beside a church.
that mosque is really modern, and....itis really unlike a typical mosque!
thats bout it...lol...

havent been having peaceful nites....perhaps that explains my lethargy everyday? lol....
i seem to have alot of dreams every nite...but i can barely rmmber one whole dream. i jsut rmmber many things bombarding my mind, disturbing my sleep. and disturbs me even further when i try to recall it every morn.

i having problems with my grammar!! someone help me!!
lol..
and i almost failed my compre when the average was bout 30/50...
lol...i'm super lousy even though i go for a gp tuition..
lol...at least my vocab isnt that that atrocious...lol....im just doing gp blindly with no foresight...
but..i speak chi at home and listens to chi radio...thats my excuse for lousy eng and gp results :P an unqualified excuse....

hey!! why din anyone tell me tt itis 7.20 liao... my dinner~! :D

heh. where is mine?

where is my EC?!!?
lol....wahahah...
read bout eugene's one in his blog....lol...
yeah...wheres mine?!?!
hez so far away...dun think i'll ever to meet him la...

yeap....saw mei jin at bouna vista jsut now!!
wahahaha...cool!
tt time, at changi kayaking there, we were saying tt we might just meet at bouna vista someday...
and it really happened! so coincidental!!
hahaha....shez rjc now...yeah...
lol....
sa rocks!! :D
still....i only know how to sing up and on and not acs forever thingy :P

hahaha....kiezz....
suppose to have this cip thingy on sunday along orchard. my shift starts at 9.30 and ends at 2!
so...come and support ya!:)

and...saturday seems to be a busy day...sianzz....
tutoring in the morn, which might clash with the photographic meeting.
and the photographic might clash with the visit* tt we planned last sat.* grandpa is now in some nursing home...sighx....sad case...nvm...i used to be proud about my grandparents, about their health and longevity...
nvm! at least they are happy. or at least i hope they are...

yeap....was like super stressed up over the weekend and till today....
the daydreaming on the bus really helps! :)
i'll get bout 30 to 40 min of daydreaming everyday if i walk to take 32! :)
yeap....and the solution to the stress is that....if i really get super tired of everything, i just give up and take it at wadeva pace wadeva wadeva!
hahaha...wad toking me...
my purpose*presently* of life is to sell ice cream rite? and studying less doesnt make much diff, although my failure in econs might mean tt i'll have bad sales, and my failure in chem means food poisoning for my customers, my failure in physics mean i cant push the ice cream trolley...yeah...u get wad im implying ya? :)

and....another thing...dont worry bout CCA stuff...how much can pearls system earn u?
would u rather gain a few more points which might just, sadly, leaves u in the same C or D grade that stil, gives u the same bonus points, or would u rather enjoy and relax, and let the leaders*who are dumbly trying to earn the points* serve u?
heehee...dun u think im smart :\ hahaha...im decieving myself :D

kiess....hafta do hmwk...
and...i dunno wads wrong with my chem prac! i cant get tt stupid solution...and this stuff only happens to me when im in acjc...hmm...jinx! :P
yeap....

and...i cant believe that kieth tan is only 28 this year! he is only 11 years older than us!! which means tt hez e same age as my sis, when he looks like he 40 years old!!
wow....gotta ask if my sis noe bout his, since hez the pres scholar :p
and i tot pres scholar is normally doctor? heehee....over generalization...lol....
---im still veri amused!--- imagine my sis is actually teaching a theatre of students....lol....


anyway...end here :)
gotta go bathe and stuff....btw...i hurt my knee today! >.< pain sia....
i miss my EC!!! :(

Sunday
i am feeling, i spell, lime oscar uniform sierra yankee, now....

BROTHER?NOT BOTHER?bro went back stagmont liaoxx....
hmm....
dunno why, but i missing the times when he kajiao's me when i was trying to focus.
im sure i will still get super irritated if he does tt to me now, but i just miss the times argueing with him...
hmm....

neway....
went to the macs at boon keng there.
suppose to go there to study. but we end up playign most of e time.
rarely get the time to be crazy with fel wt and meryl mahx...
lol..
hahaha..
then we got all the sauces tt they have in macs..
hahaha...
then tt guy was like, coming to us to take of menus, and "forbiding" us to go to the counter to get out food....hurhur...
lol....same with tt girl too! initially, we*wt and i* tot she was trying to chase us away, cuz we've been sitting there for quite a long time....yeah
hahaha....

meryl! thanx for the lc tiles :D
hahaha.....hope they award u for the leadership points for leading the LC...
lol

ate alot fo cones today....
hahaa.....
took pics of our masterpiece :)


neway....played bball at the kallang cc after tt...which was bout 5.45
lol....
me and meryl...hahha...quite xiao..
she did push ups and sit ups with me....lol..the training for canoeing and stuff..
hahaha...for fun nia....

yeap...headed for the 139 bus stop alone while wt fel and meryl went back to where we came from....
er....
yeah....there was lightning. remind me of the aperture and shutter speed and stuff....
sighx....m i quitting canoeing tml? :(

end here....


btw...did i say tt i wasnt going out for the whole weekend? did i?lol


mayday rawks!
听不到, 而我知道, 天天想你....
sighxx...neway...goodnite :)
having gp and chi test tml...
wont be able to finish preparing for e gp test...only finish reading bout 15pages of the 41 pages of the chunky notes... :(

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