jsut visited wai may's blog...
er...need to do econs essay ahx?
i tot we r jsut required to do it during econs lesson?
sighx...
dunno...
nvm...
wont die.

bleah...i dun think im geting the priorities right.
studies shld be the first rite?
yet, im always looking for fun and slack...

blood test tml. i hope im an O! :)
i wanna be O- though iti impossible....itis the unique blood grp rite? tt can donate blood to all other blood groups rite?

this song...
britt used to liek mariah carey.

sigh...i jsut rmmber the stuff in chronological order.
there was a time when she wrote poems and stuff. wrote almost everything in pencil. and when her handwriting is almost inlegible. which also became part of our cold war and arguements.

and...hey! alot of thing will happen in 7 yrs rite?
everything is jsut so cramped up rite?

she used to be mrs teo's pet.
and guess wad. mrs teo still rmmbers britt, but vaguely rmmbers me.
of course im jealous rite. nt as if she has a flair for chi, but itis tt shez a succes under her tuition classes.
aiya nvm. i dun like mrs teo>.< she used to be always picking on me.

bleah...i think if i continue, i can churn out loads of stuff tt we did together.
the challenges against sch rules.
alot alot alot.

but...i still dunno her well enuf.
she doesnt really reveal much about herself.
and, shez good at blocking out info from pple. rite rite?

heard tt song at britt's hse last year...
the last time i went into her hse.
forgot wad was the purpose. but all the adventures at her hse were fun.
i rmmber the first time i went there was when i was pri 4.
then got to go to her hse for her bdae parties
slumber parties
so many sleep overs
so many projects and stuff....

sighx...
wonder if friendship struck both of us as hard.

called her hse today. after hesitating many a times.
sighx...
did the call come too late?
but, i didnt even want nor expect her to come to ans.
i really din.
i dialed the number tt i havent dialed for many months, but it is still indelibly etched in me...
i wldnt forget tt number, will i?

melbourne--> melbum. tt was wad i always pronounce it as.
plastic-->blastic.

hahah...yeah, funny ya? sighx...
tot tt i will have alot to blog, about tis...
but, i think i rather write it in diary.

was wondering.
how many pple actually loses a friend completely or almost completely?
i guess melbourne will change a whole lot of her.
din noe tt she really like aust alot till jestyn told me tt time...
after 7 whole years of being friends. 5 years of classmates. after 2 years of being neighbour*class*. i still din noe bout tt?

mentioned this in my diary, shall say it again.

sighx...nvm..
im mad....
mad in this failure....

regret not writing diary consistently from young.
now, i wldnt rmmber. but i guess, i might be able to rmmber more when im old, it does happen rite? when those elderly forgets alot of things, but the moemories of their teenage years and childhood will just pop up rite?

bleah. nvm. not as if she ll noe tt i treasure this friendship rite?
we never had telepathy or anything of those sort rite?

more fotos ll be posted next time. had an urge to capture moments with our friends, took 12 fotos...cuz many failed. but, to be precise, they arent unsuccessful, in fact, they were successes. but they fell in our clutches of fastidiousness.

sighx...nvm..
shall go pen my tots in diary le...
or maybe i shant. wad is there to write other than memories. they arent new. they are just refreshed, and re-percieved.

bleah...wad tokign me...nitez

and...yeap, tt day i was asking px*wt too* bout when is the last time they quarelled with their fren? as in a real quarrel, a real heated arguement, where u really do feel angry after tt.
my last was a long long time ago. when britt was "normal". when our "hobby" was quarreling.
tt was in sec 1 or 2. we really argued alot.
and alot of cold war.
and alot of letter. hahaha....i still keeps all the letters tt our "gang" exchanges.
one gang member is lost.
really feel weird w/o anyone to argue. maybe it was jsut tt the temper is gone. maybe we've all grown out of it.
i think, i wouldnt argue with her even when we meet rite?
nvm nvm....

hahaha...
yesterday, was roaming around orchard to take fotos....
then i wanna take foto from across the istana. which was an attempt to mimick another person...
newya.....jeanette wanted to buy water.
but guess wad! they are really crazy lo. they are selling one small bottle of mineral water, which capacity of bout 330ml, at 2.20 bucks! crazy...
neway...initially, i tot the waiter was sissy, and i find him intimidating, and despise us la...
but in e end, he offered a free drink for jeanette.
hahaha....
yeap yeap :)


and...also, thanx jeanette mum for fetching us arnd! :)
and thanx jeanette for the cam too! :)

aiyo...
i hate gp!
just re-did the essay this afternoon when wt and fel where at my hse...
yeap...tt is considered highly efficient, after staring at tt piece of ppr from 1+ to bout 3 before i left for jeanette's hse to take foto.
and continued staring from 11 to 1.30. only managed to crap out 3 paras when my bro got home at 1.30
heh. maybe i need my bro to get work done. maybe im jsut too used to have his company when studying. lol...
had 10 whole years of him being my study companion!
fine fine...hez not my study companion, cuz he doesnt study....
hahahah

anyway...gp test is on 18may, a tues.
sighx...jsut when i quit physics plympiad, i still have to stay back for this stupid test....

neway...going for blood test tml..
to reveal the mystery...
hahaha..
i still have no idea wad blood grp i am...
lol...
ll be late for sch!! :) wahahha
heard tt gina is going to perform during assembly, hope it isnt tml. i dun wanna miss it! >.<
but i cant miss tues too, having napha on tues morn.
sighx...nvm... :)

lost the acjc account thingy.
sigh...hope i can retrieve it.
dun think itis thrown away, and my bro wont just throw away my stuff w/o looking wads on it rite?
hmm...though theres a high possibility tt he might just do wad i just said....
kiess....shall continue my search. before i blabber on about the friendship tt i just lost permanently.

nvm...at least i can blog abit now...
just now, the norton virus thingy made me delete alot of file from c drive, windows file, system 32. and alot of set up files inside...all seem unimpt to me anyway....
lol
conducted numberous number of norton virus check yesterday. but always gets chopped off halfway. dunno wads it big fat prob.
then i kindof pushed the blame to my bro. cuz all the obvious problems only surfaced yesterday� when he was on e comp.
the menu button was gone.
the shut down button was gone.
the long lists of progammes were gone.
aiya...itis boviously malfunctioning la.
and i dunno how to format comp...hmm....i learnt it b4! but i 4got :(

sighx....
gtg check mail first....

hahaha...
was roaming around online...visited hui xian's foto album...
hahah...her class fotos. quite a number of familar faces.
ww and kc the same class!
hahaha...just stumbled upon a foto with ww and kc listening to radio...
confirm tt the discman is kc's one, cuz my twin wont bring such stuff....
sighx...sa!!
hahaha....
kc looks abit weird to me now...im too used to him in the sc-coloured pants....hahahah
he still havent worn the sc uni yet! heh...

wah....seems tt ww and kc are the scandalous pair!! wahhaa...my twin!! aiyo...

hahaha....
lol

somehow, the yellow coloured sleeves seem so unfamilar to me...sighx...
loy fatt!! >.<

cant seem to be able to remove my fingers off the comp...
sighx....
at least ww, kc, hx and those pple in s75 now who i got to know in first 3 mths, still looks the same.
sighx...
i miss the cheap thrills of fooling around with the tchers, and luffing at them when they mistook me for ww and ww for me.
sighx...when will i have such fun again....ac tchers so humour-less. --monotone life--

and, will i b able to meet up with them during the june hols? bintan trip and the camp thingy...sighx...
maoam, hx was the main supplier.
hahaha....wonder how is "hx's" rich doing...lol....his baggy torn and tattered blue pants to conceal e fact tt hez from tchs...hahah....how bout his hl-milk...lol...rich is hl, his ahem is also hl....they share the same initials la...so cool....

aiya...nvm....no pt dwelling on tt anymore.
still regretting... :(
i like this pic...taken on the last day, the last time i see them.

though some of the "prominent" figures and the "scandalous" ones arent present. we still had fun :)
my twin is there too ! :)

i think i got cheated. there dun seem to have ying yue re ji today...
sighx...nitezz *again*

haha...tt sweet super nice...
fell in love with tt sweet in sa.*yeah! sa again! :)*
hahah....
hui xian always buy it, and we always pester pple to buy it.
basically, we take turns to buy la...
haha...
a popular sweet in the sa cafe. the haribo oso!
sighx...

wt crazy onezz...*wt can u hear me!! i say u r crazy!! :P*
hahaha.....
she say she no money, but she rather squander then away. esp on the squash racket, where u can get a decent racket at bout 100 or so....and jsut for tt 30 or whatsoever puny quantity of grams, she rather pay more..
xiao la...
if she end up like my bro, breaking the squash rackets for bout 3 or 4 times a year, she'll spend alot alot of money on tt la. somemore, my bro always wanna buy those X type. aiyo...his business nt my business la.
hahaha.....then today, i dropped tt fone, kana scratched....at least itis nt broken or wad la...

lol....
today v boring sia....
yawnz....forgot to tell dk tt im quitting physic olympiad...hahaha.....i capricious onezz....

air rifle today...v slack.
started at bout 5. ended at 5.45.
lol....
the girls ran a super short route. then did the push ups and blah blah then we were allowed to go.
took fotos too! :) with my daughter*yee hui* and fiona.
hahaha....
i like tt giraffe foto!
gonna use it for my display pic in msn :)

i look super weird inside sia...
hhaha...let u all see.

and!! hahaha...got zhen keng in the cam!
wahahhaa....must go threaten him! hahaha...im corrupted!!
wahahhaa....must make him gimme some incentives for not publicising his foto..
lol
jk la....

kies...end here....
ll listen to ying yue re ji later! :)
then ll appear dog tired tml...with the 2.4
and the njc concert thingy...dun feel like going le...so tiring! >.<


btw. heard bout the cave in thingy. the construction site along aye.
i still have no idea where is it specifically.
heh.
nvm...
rahter give those gory scenes a miss....

mayday's ting bu dao on radio now!
super nice! :)

btw. went for tuition today. heh....dunno wad happen to suhaila....hahah....just realised tt theres alot of cjc pple in the class.and non of ac!
and all my friends from sa not there except for 2 of them....
just found out tt my ex-EC is from ajc...lol...
hahaha...my present EC leh? hmm....hope to see him soon! :D

kiess....nitezz...
been on the verge of forgetting to feed the fish everynite.
:(
used to have my ex-classmate to remind me almost everyday...
heh...nvm...

im a mountain tortoise sia. i din noe tt such a thing called thumbdrive exists....
lol...so cool!
tml is the last day of the home return duty...
hope me and zhen keng ll win with our combined forces! and i do hope tt my classmates will bring la....
lol....

aiya....playing tt song again by 3 doors down...
and was at kenneise's blog....
mrs kang!!
i rmmber her. tt gp tcher who lectured us for gp. e one about the egalitarian society, and family units stuff.
she only gave us a lecture,which at most only lasted 2 hours, but i could rmmber her vividly.
but. in acjc. i almsot cant rmmber all the tcher's name, except daniel khor, except keith tan and lim pui yee*whose name is only made known to me today*
wads the principal's name? how bout the vps? bleah...
sighx.....
i dunno if tt lim py is ms or mrs, tan cc is ms or mrs, and our gp tcher? bleah....
no idea of the lect's name too. i shld have at least rmmbered tt crazy physics lect rite, the one who taught us the free body diagram and dun-need-to-draw-the-bear-in-the-free-body-diagram thing...
hahaha....

sighx...i miss sajc!!>.<
seems tt pple in sa changed quite abit...
yitshan quite odac for coop, and hopefully get into coucil....odac!!>.< all the best for council ya!
and beining....quite bball for coop. wad so nice about coop? slakc isit?
lol....

wonder when can i next see them.... :(
wanna msg my classmate...but...*yawnss* shall go get some work done le...
sighx...
btw! theres some progress made today! i manage to sing most parts of the college anthem today! :)
but...sa's anthem nicer! their college hymn is so nice!*ac doesnt even have one*
and the atmosphere for chapel, and.....nvm, shant continue, period.
nitez

hahaha....
yeap....
got e news tt i came in second for the go green photog comp thingy about reflection...
congrats me!! :)
heres the pic

which i uploaded it last tues....
hahaha....stupid wirus say not nice!:(
but...personally, i think itsi like "huh?"
i still rmmber how my mum discouraged me, and saying tt the person in the foto shop was like questioning her. it was as if...k...nvm, i shant insult the tchers' taste :P
nevertheless, i still participated cuz i dun wanna waste the 6 bucks of e foto, and the 2+ bucks for the black cardboard....
hahaha....credits shall go to ying qian for helping me come up with the title. for justin who oso helped with the title...hahaha
and...yeap :)

bihan just msged me to bring e digicam tml...to take fotos of the "junk" we've collected?
hmmm...act, itis my sis's...
hahaha....just realised...alot of thing i "own" isnt mine...
eg. hp*my bro's onez!!*, digicam*my sis's*

hmm...
hahaha...today, really traumatising!!
really wanna back out from the 800m. really really wanna back out.
but found no way to, and everyone din support e idea of it*heh. m i so easily influenced by wad others said? mindless me... :P*
anyway....was allowed early release at 11.50 while others are let off at 1.10.
went to the canteen. sat with astari they all....it was so empty!!
then they left for their lesson, then michelle came and join me....
was trying v v hard to study. but i was veri nervous bout the 800m thingy...sighx....
then.....went up for the chem test.
shez suppose to come at 1 pm lo!!
heh...made me wait :P
hahaha....
might fail this chem test again....
but wateva i tried to study during e day cldnt penetrate my brain la!!
nvm....btw, tt chem tcher of mine is really intimidating lo!!
so bias...always pick on me onezz :(
nvm...wont die! :D


then then then.....sports meet! ahh!!
was late for the reporting thing...then the person shouted at me....
go die la :( so fierce for wad....
heh....
neway...i came in second last...hahaha.....jsut as wad i hoped :)
but i just abit away from the 3rd last! jsut have to overtake the girls' canoe cap....hahaha...
i wont be able to overtake her la...canoe pple so fit!!


neway...the rest of the day is so much more relaxing! :D
hahaha...slack slack and slack..
my class was suppose to do the timing thingy....but i dun think they got tt job by e end of the day...so they were just sitting there and zhuo4 bo2?
lol....

took bus 32 home with yee hui...
that stupid bus!! was were at the crossroads, and we saw tt bus rolling across the road. it was driving so slowly, and we really thought we could catch up. the traffic light was yellow and there was still one car in front of tt bus!
but....the car drove off, and the bus turned. hey!! it was red already lo!! y did u have to flout the law!!
sigh...so, we have to wait for the next one....

blah blah blah and blah*reminds me of my chem tcher who always go 'blah blah blah' when shez too lazy to repeat wad she said, or when she think tt im smart enuf to comprehend her blahs. lol...im dumb!>.<*
then....reached home super tired and famished....was trying to find a 成语 describing lethargy and hunger....but i still cant rmmber..... :( 饥 sth 食 sth 亡....sth like tt la...permutate the words and add another chi word...hahaha


neway....going to watch tv now! :)
hahaha...
hey!!
i got selected for the bintan trip!!
woohoo! :)
hope px din gimme e wrong info la...
hahaha....

still rmmber bout tt time the viet trip..
so unfair la....
tchers dun like me, then i kana the consequences...
k la! my fault la! i rude la! but... :(
sighx....自食其果