hahha...sis and mum just came back from cine...
bought me a new bag :)
though it disparages from that nike bag tt caught my eye tis afternoon(difference of bout 8 bucks nia), this new bag isnt that bad...
at least its many compartments can provide me with some amusements for a period of time. and i'll have a wonderful time remembering where i put what. :)
heh....
tt bag kindof dull colour....hmm...shall go find some stuff to hang :)
or...maybe i go get fabric paint and "destroy" that bag....
hahaha

took a 25 min stroll back home with my grandparents, while my sis and mum went to taka.
usually, i'll reach home in 10 min.
but, with them, we took 25min.
it wasnt a drudgery.
youngsters may hate to be with their grandparents. for they tend to nag alot...
today, they didnt really talk much. and the slow walk home was accompanied by a few caring questions. :)

when, we were bout 20m from home, my grandma kindof praised me for walking with them home.
but my grandpa said tt itis my duty to look after them.
thats is what the younger generation should do.
hmm....i wont rebuke nor refute that.
i do believe that we should do that.
that is the only few things tt we can do to give them assurance.
it is really heart-warming to see my grandparents looking out for each other on the way home.
it certainly would be terrible to walk along the empty streets alone when u r of old age, rite?
neway, it was quite a touching sight :)
感慨万端!!

hmm....nvm....
gtg do hmwk! >.<
shall set some agenda or sth. or else i wont allow myself to slp! =x
hahaha...y torture myself?!!? eww....

不见 不见了 你给的回忆
为什么 曾经深刻的 消失了
没有原因
我的心 已经没有想你的空隙
没有想起不是忘记
没有想起你是平静
想起了你
是想起那个一样的=夏天

listening to syz's leave album now! tt is her...4th album isit? lol..super nice :)
hahaha...and itis not me who wrote the above chi wrods..i copy from the lyrics book onezz :)
tt song super nice....
though i can memorise all the lyrics of almost all her songs, i dun have any teeny weeny idea of the meaning of the lyrics..

d/ling dont have to lose now...the mtv of it! :) hope to see some abstracts of love me if u dare in it :)
i din even noe tt tt song is the ost of lvoe me if u dare!!lol..
i wanna watch tt movie again!!
smo!! pam!! wt!! i wanna watch >.<
hahah...meryl din watch it with us rite?
lol...
kiess...gtg back to water pollution. blame it all on homo sapiens la!! stupid humans...heh...thats y we must go green mahx! :) :p

at the crossroads beside ikea, i tot tt i shld be statisfied.
pple always ask for more, and ask for even more.
yesterday...on the 933 radio...
ling zhi was saying...
a businessman was in this posh reataurant. there was a violinist playing some mellifluous tunes. and the businessman said, if only he had pursued his music career, he would be the one performing and be so skilful with violin.
then his friend said to him, if u had gone for ur music career, u wouldnt even be sitting here and have the money to enjoy this piece of music.

k la...im lousy at repeating the story...but...pple tends to forget tt they are living in the present...
kiess...nvm....
shall stop "philosophising" =x

hahhaa...bought new shoes! :)
i liked another pair of shoes more....but it looks weird on me :( maybe cuz my feet is narrow....then...bleah...not fair! >.<
the other pair is nicer....neway....wanted to buy more stuff...but nothing seems worth buying....they dont look v appealing, but cost bout 50 bucks, makes me goes "hur?!?xiao la..."

was at anchorpoint, queensway area.
saw alot of sa.
cant recognise most.
are they second intake? or did i just forgot how everyone looks?
i still rmmber how my classmates look, the touch ruggers, the odacers, and oso some green clubbers....
hmm...but, maybe ive just totally forgotten....
i want the sa tie! >.<
and...wilson was saying how "bad" acjc is...he was from acs i la....imagine a pure ac person not liking ac....hmm....
i will still love to go back to sa :D
hahah...fat hope la! 别妄想了!
is the wang4 correct?
furthermore, my eye candy not there liaoxx... :(

heh....
took 195 home with mum....
hahah..had my bro to open the door for me.. :D
hahhaa....act, he was leaving when i was about to retrieve my keys to open the lock...
heh....
so...there goes my bro. barely gets to see him...

hmm..btw..today, tutoring, quite nice la :) i like the tutee i had today....though shez a indian, shez a nice girl! :)

hmm....--yawnzz---
feel like slping, but have so much to do....
i think i better get tt water pollution thing down and send it over to px first :)
and need to find volunteers for the camp thingy...shall go ask wm later, if i rmmber :)

needa to go find where to get e cam repaired too!
hope nothing ll go wrong with this virus-full comp...lol

btw...hope to have a met clubbers gathering! :)
at mrs chua's hse? hahaha....

why does pple try to seems busy when they arent? or at least they arent THAT busy....

bleah...
kiess...nvm...just had to vent out my "anger". which will soon dissapate....

neway...im kindof surprise tt tis comp hadnt have any problems surfacing, yet. :)
sighx....how to get new shoes tml :) and maybe a new bag! i dunno wanna use fake nike anymore! *oops=x*
hahahah.....who cares...lol

:)
had the chance to take bus to sch tis morn. cuz my parents' car broke down...
was waiting for the 14 bus. and saw this guy who is so super familar...and i found out tt hez from 1sa3 or maybe 1sa2, which is directly in front of my class...
and theres this other ac girl, who i dunno her at all.
boarded the bus when it was still quite empty. it got filled up rapidly in the next few bus stops.
didnt do anything related to hmwk in the bus expected daydream, or maybe philosophise in euphuism.

it seems as if the bus was dominated by sch kids. quite a fun sight.
and makes me wonders...how did that gesps boy know tt fmss girl? their age gap is bout 6 years, and they arent siblings. maybe, they played together cuz they live at the same neighbourhood. me? i've already forgotten who those play mates were, save for my cousins and my bro. maybe we were too powerful and too unreasonable a "gang" to socialise with...
heh.

anyway...reach sch quite on time today. had a good stroll to sch :)
now, i enjoy strolling.
wont need to take bus to sch next mon liao...dun need to wake up at 6am liao :)


hmm...today..v tiring.....but was invisibly propelled by the force tt tells me tt today is the last day for the week, and u will be released a few hours lateR! persevere!

had the OCIP meeting....hmm....
im beginning to enjoy keith tan's lesson...
and, btw! there was this girl in the bintan 1 trip who actually said tt keith tan is handsome. makes me go "hur?!?!"
hez so super ego, though it incites us to burst out in laughter. be it be him doing it on purpose to whatsoever, hez just funny la. he got this comical look...
and...btw! he going for reservice soon in july or sth! having a relieve tcher sitting in! hope it ll be fun! :)

hmm.....tml having the tuitioning thingy..
sighx...so much stuff to do....
the vaccination, and i need to go buy a new pair of shoes, and i need to get the SLR cam fixed hoping tt i can bring it along for the bintan trip, and the econs and chem tests next week, and all those undone hmwk. and i need to get some of the go green audit thingy done!!
kiess...nvm...take it easy ya?

sighx....
hope i cna get much done today or tml....
but im not going to miss the tv show later, nor the radio programme later.
and i really do hope tt this comp doesnt spite me....

been writing super short entries for diary, which doesnt really do much help since itis too brief. so, i shall blog more*if my comp has no grudges against me* :)

btw, my EC havent been blogging much nowadays :(

and...guess wad!! did the same compre bout the liberal education for tuition yesterday...bleah! i hate it!! u have no idea how arduous the AQ was to me. and seeing that passage makes me feel terrible....
sighx...


kies...tata

jackfruit is really nice to pluck lo...
hehee...
gonna upload some fotos here....of the jackfruits la! :)

though it can be abit disgusting...the sap is super sticky...but, itis fun la! :)








sighx...comp just detected some virus stuff....heh...supposedly, somewhere in the c drive...but i dunno how to format the drive leh... hmm.... dun care la :)

btw...had abit of photog today..helped out at small beside the hub for the passport taking thingy.

din write diary yestday...and...i kindof forgot wad happen yestday...
yeap, had go green cca.
the "proj" coming up seems fun, but definitely time consuming...
u r required to count the number of trees in acjc*which appears to be bout 300 last year* and measure the area of tree-shade at noon time, and measure the area of shrubs above 0.5m...hmm....had a whole long list to do about the campus.
anyway...bleah...physics hmwk today...alot alot of stuff
and i have no idea wads happening in econs. yes, i do noe the average costs and stuff, but, i just dunnoe wad they mean when she jumbles them all together.
and physics. bleah! daniel khor...quite exciting to be in his class. but itis even more exciting to be in mdm hoh's class.where u r really in danger if u dun pay attention. she doesnt get angry that easily, and does hop like an elephant, and...although she may not be able to pronounce her words properly, shez definitely better than the daniel khor*khol*. he pronounces all r as l!! bleah....so im clala.... hmm....wad an unique name! -.-

kiess...tml air rifle!! heehee...going to shoot tml!! woohoo! :)

btw. had the 5 items today...
glad tt i manage to get a C for sit and reach w/o any help!! woohoo! :)

hmm...stb deproved alot alot...jumping 2m over used to be chicken feet. but now! 190 is so difficult to reach! bleah...
wad has happened to me!?!
it seems as it it is getting more and more difficult for me to get an A for sbj :(
and....david tan said tt the record is at 2.2m for girls!! abit surprising. alot of pple from scgs can jump as far as 2.1(including me :D) and definitely some can jump over 2.2 rite? but y is the record in ac so lousy?!!? hmm...nvm...not as if i can jump as far liaozz....heh.

broke my record for sit up. used to get bout 44. today, 52. :) i think i kindof cheated, but the tcher din say anything. hmm..
inclined pull up deproved greatly!! arh!!! only did 20. record was at 31. :( but, 31 inclined within 30sec? seem impossible leh...
shuttle run deprove!! ah!! >.< from 10.8 to 11.1 :( really not in the mood to run in the hot sun...bleah
yeap..all r accounted for liaos...
overall...i became so much lousier!! >.<
sighx....but...life in sec sch used to be so slack, pe super slack, cca*tennis* is not considered a sports as u dun do running and stuff at all....
haha....reminds me of britt again...we've been in the same cca since pri 4!!
pri anklung to badminton to tennis and bball. but she din join met club with me....
sigh...pon cca together...
really feels good to have someone to stick to, pon with, argue with, eat with, run with...and named the quarreling dual.
really! wonder if those quarrel actually strengthen the friendship or made it more fragile with the cracks tt it inflicted.
bleah...im kindof believing yet suspecting this friendship.
i wish to believe wad charlene said. bout she drifting away from the gang so tt she*we?* wont be as sad when she leaves. perhaps, it was for the good of all of us. but, maybe, it may be because we all just dun "click", which naturally resulted in this. maybe she despised us. maybe she was just too busy with o lvls. or busy with bgr?
heh...we know nothing bout her!! bleah...how great a fren i am after 7 years.....

wt. wad do u think? heh....hope our gang wont spilt hor :P
at least we have the ring to bond us all together :D
ahaha....maybe we shld really make one for britt eh?
and tt contract too....

sighx...i wanna go back to last year's chalet!
where i last saw all of us, except robyn.
where the cold war between us were broken. where our fingers were burnt too. where we cursed tt stupid family for bully us. where we really agreed at sth. where we bbqed together. where we laughed together.
heh....nvm nvm....she wld have change alot even if she was to return now. with tt accent. with tt brightly dyed hair*or maybe she'll dye it back to blacl?*. with the new culture and stuff.
or, maybe, she wldnt change? we wld like to welcome her back into the gang ya? :)
felt like asking around to see if the pple in ac in the first 3 mths know bout britt. they wld have know her better than i do rite? sighx...how does a week of orientation compare to 7 yrs of befriending....

nvm...gtg eat le...
watch tv! :)
dun think im having any work done today. nvm...die then die. :x

ladies and gentlemen, citizens of sunny-island, please note that littering is still a crime that is punishable in sunny-island. the corrective work order (cwo) is still enforceable. in response to some feedback from the public regarding rubbish bins in mrt stations; please note that although all, and we are using ALL in it's strongest sense here, rubbish bins in mrt stations have been removed; not just from the train platforms but the concourse level as well. the fact is this, all rubbish bins within a 1km radius of the stations have been removed. do not be alarmed or be frustrated, this is not a hoax or a prank, instead this is part of the extremely serious campaign to spread paranoia throughout the island. In case citizens are wondering, though there is a lack of rubbish bins, it is still not acceptable to litter the surroundings, in fact it's it's against the social concensus of our time. be warned! littering is still a crime and the authorities will not hestitate to prosecute any litterbugs! to aid citizens in adapting to the changes, here are some tips:

1. plan your rubbish disposal. if you know you are going to a mrt station, start disposing any rubbish you might need to throw, preferably way before coming within 1km of any station, where the probability of finding a bin is definitely higher. so if that's a burger in your hand, throw it away even if it's half eaten, or else you will have to hold the wrapper all the way through the duration of the trip.

2. if you did not plan early, please accept that it is an oversight on your part. do not rant and rave at the station staff or the authorities and especially the old cleaning uncle or the friendly bangladeshi. please remember to refrain from littering. an example would be; if you have a runny nose, after blowing your nose on the train platform, please do not litter the station with your mucus-laden tissue papers. instead place them in your bag or pockets together with all your clean items. though this is unhygenic, it is after all your personal fault for not blowing your nose before entering the 1km radius.

3. lastly, if you happen to catch anyone littering, please do not hestitate to panic and call the control station. he might have thrown a newspaper dusted with anthrax powder! remember, paranoia is everyone's business and what our government wants you to live with. BANZAI PARANOIA!

having said so, the relevant authorities are pleased that you are suffering this inane and idiotic stupidity without any complaints. this inconvenience is not the fault of the authorities who have done away with the bins, it is a necessary evil in these evil times, blame it on the terrorists! only paranoia can save us from danger now!

jsut visited wai may's blog...
er...need to do econs essay ahx?
i tot we r jsut required to do it during econs lesson?
sighx...
dunno...
nvm...
wont die.

bleah...i dun think im geting the priorities right.
studies shld be the first rite?
yet, im always looking for fun and slack...

blood test tml. i hope im an O! :)
i wanna be O- though iti impossible....itis the unique blood grp rite? tt can donate blood to all other blood groups rite?

this song...
britt used to liek mariah carey.

sigh...i jsut rmmber the stuff in chronological order.
there was a time when she wrote poems and stuff. wrote almost everything in pencil. and when her handwriting is almost inlegible. which also became part of our cold war and arguements.

and...hey! alot of thing will happen in 7 yrs rite?
everything is jsut so cramped up rite?

she used to be mrs teo's pet.
and guess wad. mrs teo still rmmbers britt, but vaguely rmmbers me.
of course im jealous rite. nt as if she has a flair for chi, but itis tt shez a succes under her tuition classes.
aiya nvm. i dun like mrs teo>.< she used to be always picking on me.

bleah...i think if i continue, i can churn out loads of stuff tt we did together.
the challenges against sch rules.
alot alot alot.

but...i still dunno her well enuf.
she doesnt really reveal much about herself.
and, shez good at blocking out info from pple. rite rite?

heard tt song at britt's hse last year...
the last time i went into her hse.
forgot wad was the purpose. but all the adventures at her hse were fun.
i rmmber the first time i went there was when i was pri 4.
then got to go to her hse for her bdae parties
slumber parties
so many sleep overs
so many projects and stuff....

sighx...
wonder if friendship struck both of us as hard.

called her hse today. after hesitating many a times.
sighx...
did the call come too late?
but, i didnt even want nor expect her to come to ans.
i really din.
i dialed the number tt i havent dialed for many months, but it is still indelibly etched in me...
i wldnt forget tt number, will i?

melbourne--> melbum. tt was wad i always pronounce it as.
plastic-->blastic.

hahah...yeah, funny ya? sighx...
tot tt i will have alot to blog, about tis...
but, i think i rather write it in diary.

was wondering.
how many pple actually loses a friend completely or almost completely?
i guess melbourne will change a whole lot of her.
din noe tt she really like aust alot till jestyn told me tt time...
after 7 whole years of being friends. 5 years of classmates. after 2 years of being neighbour*class*. i still din noe bout tt?

mentioned this in my diary, shall say it again.

sighx...nvm..
im mad....
mad in this failure....

regret not writing diary consistently from young.
now, i wldnt rmmber. but i guess, i might be able to rmmber more when im old, it does happen rite? when those elderly forgets alot of things, but the moemories of their teenage years and childhood will just pop up rite?

bleah. nvm. not as if she ll noe tt i treasure this friendship rite?
we never had telepathy or anything of those sort rite?

more fotos ll be posted next time. had an urge to capture moments with our friends, took 12 fotos...cuz many failed. but, to be precise, they arent unsuccessful, in fact, they were successes. but they fell in our clutches of fastidiousness.

sighx...nvm..
shall go pen my tots in diary le...
or maybe i shant. wad is there to write other than memories. they arent new. they are just refreshed, and re-percieved.

bleah...wad tokign me...nitez

and...yeap, tt day i was asking px*wt too* bout when is the last time they quarelled with their fren? as in a real quarrel, a real heated arguement, where u really do feel angry after tt.
my last was a long long time ago. when britt was "normal". when our "hobby" was quarreling.
tt was in sec 1 or 2. we really argued alot.
and alot of cold war.
and alot of letter. hahaha....i still keeps all the letters tt our "gang" exchanges.
one gang member is lost.
really feel weird w/o anyone to argue. maybe it was jsut tt the temper is gone. maybe we've all grown out of it.
i think, i wouldnt argue with her even when we meet rite?
nvm nvm....

hahaha...
yesterday, was roaming around orchard to take fotos....
then i wanna take foto from across the istana. which was an attempt to mimick another person...
newya.....jeanette wanted to buy water.
but guess wad! they are really crazy lo. they are selling one small bottle of mineral water, which capacity of bout 330ml, at 2.20 bucks! crazy...
neway...initially, i tot the waiter was sissy, and i find him intimidating, and despise us la...
but in e end, he offered a free drink for jeanette.
hahaha....
yeap yeap :)


and...also, thanx jeanette mum for fetching us arnd! :)
and thanx jeanette for the cam too! :)

aiyo...
i hate gp!
just re-did the essay this afternoon when wt and fel where at my hse...
yeap...tt is considered highly efficient, after staring at tt piece of ppr from 1+ to bout 3 before i left for jeanette's hse to take foto.
and continued staring from 11 to 1.30. only managed to crap out 3 paras when my bro got home at 1.30
heh. maybe i need my bro to get work done. maybe im jsut too used to have his company when studying. lol...
had 10 whole years of him being my study companion!
fine fine...hez not my study companion, cuz he doesnt study....
hahahah

anyway...gp test is on 18may, a tues.
sighx...jsut when i quit physics plympiad, i still have to stay back for this stupid test....

neway...going for blood test tml..
to reveal the mystery...
hahaha..
i still have no idea wad blood grp i am...
lol...
ll be late for sch!! :) wahahha
heard tt gina is going to perform during assembly, hope it isnt tml. i dun wanna miss it! >.<
but i cant miss tues too, having napha on tues morn.
sighx...nvm... :)

lost the acjc account thingy.
sigh...hope i can retrieve it.
dun think itis thrown away, and my bro wont just throw away my stuff w/o looking wads on it rite?
hmm...though theres a high possibility tt he might just do wad i just said....
kiess....shall continue my search. before i blabber on about the friendship tt i just lost permanently.

nvm...at least i can blog abit now...
just now, the norton virus thingy made me delete alot of file from c drive, windows file, system 32. and alot of set up files inside...all seem unimpt to me anyway....
lol
conducted numberous number of norton virus check yesterday. but always gets chopped off halfway. dunno wads it big fat prob.
then i kindof pushed the blame to my bro. cuz all the obvious problems only surfaced yesterday� when he was on e comp.
the menu button was gone.
the shut down button was gone.
the long lists of progammes were gone.
aiya...itis boviously malfunctioning la.
and i dunno how to format comp...hmm....i learnt it b4! but i 4got :(

sighx....
gtg check mail first....