dead.
yeap, dead.
the last goldfish is now, dead.

maybe abit rotten.
eyes were eaten.
carcass sank to the bottom of the fish tank, in the abyss of negligence, oblivion and carelessness.

blah.

writing diary wasnt a good remedy either.
kindof dug of the bad feelings in me.
hope i'll vomit them out, and never will they return again :)

and...hope the "vomit" will leave asap, ditto to age leaving grandpa.

abit weird to listen to jay's ye ye pao de cha now..
ye ye.
yeap, i call him ye ye. my dad's dad.
nv drank his tea.*he is served with tea and doesnt serve pple. ttz how dua pai he is -i think-*
nv held a decent conversation with him.
i seem to have not known him at all. none bit of him is familar to me.

sighx...nvm...
everyone, take care :)
i've succumbed again. ive blogged again :P

hahaha...
rach real funny..
shant reply*sorry rach* or else my bill exceed by a whole lot again.
heh.

terrence in a fix now la..
hahaha..
cant find julia.
not sure bout the fine thing, but i tot julia was just kidding. in case they mass pon.
but...he got CF, shld be alrite rite? but he gl!
i wanna be gl leh!!!
the camp tml seems to be quite stressful..
still needa raise fund..
and...im thinking of making all of use pay 20 bucks so tt we wotn have to do the fund raising thing :D
heh.
thats the easy way out.. :)

kayx...im real addicted to those FIR's and ocean's songs!!
woo!
maybe i shall go get mp3player too :D
but i have an affinity to losing stuff...
heh.
end here.
how those fotos i burnt into the cds wont offend neone...dunno wad they want or dun want to include.
i wanan order the fotso oso leh.. >.<

shant blog anymore. shant subdued by this temptation :D

their songs real nice! :D
theres another newbie...but i 4got his name...
his songs are bu4 lai4 too! :)

yeap yeap..

just rmmbered sth interesting my sis said...
hmm...u can jaywalk, but only if u are 30 m away from the overhead bridge or the traffic light*zebra crossing included too rite?*. yeap yeap...yan4� got warned for jaywalking beside an overhead bridge cuz she was rushing for time...
yan4� is my sis's fren, from sc too. was in this arts or music prog, super talented. and hosted this dunno wad variety show on channel 8*with 3 or 4 other girls* supposedly v chio type...
yeap yeap...

and...
sis's hubby said tt the handover is the sacred time for the nurses. which spans for half an hour, and 3 times a day...hahaha...real funny la!
the nurses will tell pple to keep quiet, but they themselves? lol....
sis's hubby said tt the docs even have to do the nurses' job when itis during the handover period. ie, push the patients themselves blah blah....lol....

and...somehow i feel tt my today is similar to the handover period. where i cant do anything*ie, cant call/email ST for my PW.* sighx...nvm...
i really wanna try going into tyle print institute to find tt person, jsut to try my luck. but...hmm...i dun dare :D it'll be so weird!! =x

hmm...
went to visit grandpa today at SGH. wont blog bout it here :)

listening to ocean's gu1 dan1 bei3 ban4 qiu2. super nice! :)
if i have liu1 to spare, i'll sure buy!

heehee...

hmm..
had a sumptuous*pardon me if i spelt it wrongly again* dinner :)
3 pple eating. 4 crabs*small onez la...* one palte of vege. one big fish. one big pot of carrot potato pork soup. and my mum still fried he2 bao1 dan4 for us...
xiao la...so much...
neway, cnat finish it la... but i definitely ate more than one crab :D yum� :)

super sleepy now...
wanted to start reading gp package or maybe do the eng compre. but cant tahan le, cant even start la...
neway...made a diary book thingy for june.
hope this can make me write consistently for diary cuz i labelled the book as june :)
may be a more effective way than just haphazardly stuffing papers into the box...

end here...
F.I.R.'s songs are nice :)
thinking of buying their cd....dunno...when ll i pass by a cd shop?
my bro seems to like them too...isit?
lol...

salamat tinggih *isit? aint sure...*

Morpheus


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hmm...shall write diary first before i come back here blogging....
happy thing of today: BBQ was successful...
sad thing is: sth bout my grandpa :(
nvm nvm.

btw...sth bout yesterday...forgot to write it in diary, so it'll appear here....
when i reach home at bout 6 yesterday, no one was at home when there shld be at least my mum at home.
but ive made no notice of her absence nor did i worry anything until she asked me if i was "scared"/worried when she came back at bout 10 with my dinner =x
hmm...frankly, i wasnt anybit worried.
and...funny thing is, i wasnt homesick at all during my stay in bintan. though the trip was the enjoyable and the fun type u can imagine, i had time to stone to daydream, but nothing was about missing home.
heh. i dont understand myself.
i tot im so attached to my family and everything in spore, i will miss them n stuff...but i din?
heh. back to the same thing. i dun understand myself.

and im still questioning to what is fren. when i felt as entertained, as amused with the juniors when with "gang". juniors whom i have not any clue of their names*except sin wen, and candice? and wad wad wad?*. versus "gang" who i know for at least 4 yrs...
hmm....

nvm. shall write it in diary :)

sighx...
feel so unaccomplished...
watched harry potter prisoner of azkaban, which wasnt statisfying at all.
then...
wad else did i do?
nothing much.
tried to organise the bintan fotos.
looked at the thumbnails of e fotos.
was a wasted trip.
din manage to take much photos. esp though where i put in effort....
almost 99.9% of the fotos i took are for the "job" tt i was suppose to do.
sighx...
i think i forgot to eat or sth...
and i 4got to watch my tv show.
sighx...
end here :)

hahah...thats how much i wrote la...
but the pages werent A4 size...bout hlf of e size la...

sighx...
nothing much accomplished today.
shall go sleep :)
which is only 11.47 bintan time...lol...
hmm...was at the karaoke thingy yesterday nite at this time? and trying v hard to tahan the shrieking noises from tt mr wilson person.
lol...
nvm nvm, wrote all tt down in my diary :D
hahaha...end here :) nitez

wah...
come back to spore then feel so stressed le...
sighx..
have to complete my diary entry during the bintan
so, i shant reply anyone in msn.
and...shant add the expedites pple yet, or else kana flooded by their demand for the fotos.
dunno wads wrong with the stupid fotos.
super lousy quality.
maybe cuz itis economy.
sighx...

things to do before today ends...
reply smses
unpack my bag
transfer the fotos*3 sd cards is able to throw me off my feet, esp when i just screwed up one*

btw! i've tried long island thingy and the pluto punch!
hahaha
they said i became super red la...
bleah
continue later.....
dun feel like unpacking my bag :(