was reading someone's blog. always excitingly anticipating an engaging blog entry...
yeap...may not be a good choice to revisit a place. esp a place of fond memories.

was at grandpa's wake yesterday....
kindof traumatising yet kindof fun.
but...the wound on my knees was super irritating sia...
nvm...wont die...

hmm...
warning to wt and peeps who is coming or wadeva...
do not ever talk about terms or sch work, about no time to study and stuff. or i else i gen1 ni3 men2 fan1 lian3.

thats all...

btw...if anyone visitng my blog wanna come for the wake, itis at
42 everton road, asia gardens.
grandma's hse's fone number:62217525.
cortege leaving on 20june04 for mt vernon crematorium.
dress code: anything except red. preferably dull colours la...duhzz

refer to yesterday's obituaries for more details and the chi lian he zao bao look at the names fo all his sons daughters grandsons granddaughters greatgrand blah blah blah.
while today's lian he zao bao obituaries only have some posted by dunno wad company or clan thing....

and....discovered frm yesterday's st obituaries tt my grandpa has a god daughter? who is she? my mum has no idea too...

maybe...i shall got post a copy of the yeaterday's chi orbituaries here...can see all the long list of names, which, according to my bro, comes up to a huge number of 88! i have so many aunties uncles cousins neice and nephew meh?

i shall see on sunday :)

TO: "i can" camp campers

was really wonderful!! :)
a total change in perpectives...
and...felt tt i proved many pple wrong, even though i may the one being decieved(??)
they are percieved to be the rebellious defiant and the baddies.
yes, they are rebellious and defiant. but those are their only bad points, which may not seem so bad afterall cuz that is what makes them special and unique.
they are really pple of great loyalty and really worth making friends with!
really really!
was deeply touched and grateful of them for they had taken the initiative to help us clean up after the games. <--this scene will nv and has never occur in all the camps i went to. really! after all the games, they volunteered to help clean up! that really lightened our workload, and spurred us on. really grateful of that!
dunno how to describe, but it was really a great great time.
esp seeing them talking instead of shouting at one another.
and...them smoking much less, at least making an effort to smoke much lesser. sure it was an arduous task for them, esp when they are addicts...

would really love to hear of their probs, but...the camp seem too short to let that occur. and .... we just had a busy schedule tt didnt allow us to have the time to slakc arnd and talk w em to noe em better.

but...JUN DE!! keep ur word hor...
doubt any of them will ever get to my blog...but....hope there wonderful and joyful pple will be optimistic and...strive on!! :)

dead.
yeap, dead.
the last goldfish is now, dead.

maybe abit rotten.
eyes were eaten.
carcass sank to the bottom of the fish tank, in the abyss of negligence, oblivion and carelessness.

blah.

writing diary wasnt a good remedy either.
kindof dug of the bad feelings in me.
hope i'll vomit them out, and never will they return again :)

and...hope the "vomit" will leave asap, ditto to age leaving grandpa.

abit weird to listen to jay's ye ye pao de cha now..
ye ye.
yeap, i call him ye ye. my dad's dad.
nv drank his tea.*he is served with tea and doesnt serve pple. ttz how dua pai he is -i think-*
nv held a decent conversation with him.
i seem to have not known him at all. none bit of him is familar to me.

sighx...nvm...
everyone, take care :)
i've succumbed again. ive blogged again :P

hahaha...
rach real funny..
shant reply*sorry rach* or else my bill exceed by a whole lot again.
heh.

terrence in a fix now la..
hahaha..
cant find julia.
not sure bout the fine thing, but i tot julia was just kidding. in case they mass pon.
but...he got CF, shld be alrite rite? but he gl!
i wanna be gl leh!!!
the camp tml seems to be quite stressful..
still needa raise fund..
and...im thinking of making all of use pay 20 bucks so tt we wotn have to do the fund raising thing :D
heh.
thats the easy way out.. :)

kayx...im real addicted to those FIR's and ocean's songs!!
woo!
maybe i shall go get mp3player too :D
but i have an affinity to losing stuff...
heh.
end here.
how those fotos i burnt into the cds wont offend neone...dunno wad they want or dun want to include.
i wanan order the fotso oso leh.. >.<

shant blog anymore. shant subdued by this temptation :D

their songs real nice! :D
theres another newbie...but i 4got his name...
his songs are bu4 lai4 too! :)

yeap yeap..

just rmmbered sth interesting my sis said...
hmm...u can jaywalk, but only if u are 30 m away from the overhead bridge or the traffic light*zebra crossing included too rite?*. yeap yeap...yan4� got warned for jaywalking beside an overhead bridge cuz she was rushing for time...
yan4� is my sis's fren, from sc too. was in this arts or music prog, super talented. and hosted this dunno wad variety show on channel 8*with 3 or 4 other girls* supposedly v chio type...
yeap yeap...

and...
sis's hubby said tt the handover is the sacred time for the nurses. which spans for half an hour, and 3 times a day...hahaha...real funny la!
the nurses will tell pple to keep quiet, but they themselves? lol....
sis's hubby said tt the docs even have to do the nurses' job when itis during the handover period. ie, push the patients themselves blah blah....lol....

and...somehow i feel tt my today is similar to the handover period. where i cant do anything*ie, cant call/email ST for my PW.* sighx...nvm...
i really wanna try going into tyle print institute to find tt person, jsut to try my luck. but...hmm...i dun dare :D it'll be so weird!! =x

hmm...
went to visit grandpa today at SGH. wont blog bout it here :)

listening to ocean's gu1 dan1 bei3 ban4 qiu2. super nice! :)
if i have liu1 to spare, i'll sure buy!

heehee...

hmm..
had a sumptuous*pardon me if i spelt it wrongly again* dinner :)
3 pple eating. 4 crabs*small onez la...* one palte of vege. one big fish. one big pot of carrot potato pork soup. and my mum still fried he2 bao1 dan4 for us...
xiao la...so much...
neway, cnat finish it la... but i definitely ate more than one crab :D yum� :)