bah...
feeling so so so guilty!!
:(

sighx...
after tt cip thingy...
took 54 from far east.
then...as usual, i sat on one of the bench on left row(the orientation when u board e bus)
then...pple took up my seat, so i took up the very last bench at the back of the bus.
then...bout 3 stops before i reach home, this malay looking guy diagonally in front of me was like unsure-whether-he-missed-his-stop sort of look...
he was so fidgity...those tense look....
bah.
and i was like hesitating if i shld ask, "hey, u need help?". i was tempted to do so...
but...the bus, quite crowded leh*as in, almost every bench theres one person on it*...then i didnt dare to ask.
and now i regretting.
not tt it matter a whole lot.
but...if i were him, i would want someone to guide me rite! esp when tt person lives arnd tt area, and noes it better than i do.
bah bah! >.<

sighx....
disappointed w myself sia...

and...still hesitating if i shld take tt SLR analog to the MAD thing tml...tt means i ll be forgoing tt cip hours and take fotos. and be bored and extra-ded at there.
but, either way, i wont get the cip hours, too lazy le...and waimay still havent reply :( cip rep!! >.<
so...so...so...
dunno.
tired.
contacts are hurting.

[edit 12:39]
yeah...today, im super cursed.
needed to take the bus 54 four times today...
and i had to see it pass before my eyes 3 times! as for the 4th time, i think i also just missed the bus, cuz i waited for 15 mins for it. bah.
three times!!!
75% or maybe, 100%
how suay la! :(
first time, i saw it 100m away. dun think i can make it in time.
second time, the one tt im not v sure. but waited v v v v long for e bus
third time, was at the road junction, yeah. 100m plus abit more away from the bus stop. it was red light, so we stood at the junction looking at THAT bus.
fourth time. was on the overhead bridge at far east. right smack in the middle of the bridge, only had to run across the hazardous bridge, down the non-powered escalator. but, i didnt, so i missed it again!

yeah...maybe itis all because i din try.
but, heck.

sigh...think ive said some stuff today tt i would wanna take it back now.
maybe not only today. but for my whole entire life.
bah. i always nv think b4 i say. :(

i'm so going to admit this...
though it has just begun, but it is burning.
it is urgent.
it is over-flowing.

i love you.
you are 3.35cmwide, 6.65cm tall, 1.3cm in length.
and weigh a spectacular 22.7 grams...
yeah you!

i so love my creative micro MuVo N200!
whheeeeee....
hahaha..
it rock rock rocks!
hmmm...
compare to my bro's JNC 512MB iaudio(is this the model name?)tt one....
mine is very significantly smaller. almost half his size.
half his weight
double the capacity to store songs.
and mine has a variety of colours to choose from!(no longer so, cuz i already bought it)
wahahhaa.....he was so damn jealous!
wahahaha..
but im readily willing to lend it to him la..
he lent me his pouch, gave me tt t610 when he only used it for 3 months?
hez a good good bro! in terms of materials comfort-related stuff.
lol....

anyway....
wahahaha!
i so satisfied!
hmmm....hope that one year warranty is true. or else...yeah, wad will the fate of this n200 be in my careful hands?
:)
yeap....


and...im so glad i din lay eyes on that zen touch thing.
so ugly!
itis suppose to look deceptionally wonderful and "perfect" in those pics in the creative webby.
but...it already look so oh-biang!
hahahaha.....though the capacity...is superfluous. who needs that gigs? gigolos? :P

hahahaha.....
re-exploring the songs in this comp....lol...northern star is so so nice!
i think itis fel who intro me to this song.
yeappie! so so nice! :D

green rocks! :P
and...i only found out today tt my bro likes green too!
lol..
his krumpler...tortoise colour...which is dirty green n brown?
he dun wear green Ts.... he shows no hints tt he likes green la!
lol....and he said tt his stationery are all green.
no wonder his results so lousy la! he wants to use the green correction pen mahx!
lol....

neway...
here itis!
my MuVo n200! :)


yeap....my ll definitely look worse than those taken by creative...
yeap...but...nice rite!
also pardon the dirty dusty filthy sleazy mousepad...

ahahha...
yeappie. end here.
tml...gonna be tiring >.<

yeappie. i still procrastinating.
nothing for my blog yet.
nothing for my diary, which is still intangible...
yeap...
bejewelled! here i come! :)

[edit 11:18]
hahhaah....EC likes syz's newest album too!
yeah....itis so so nice...not sian at all :)
yeap yeap.. :)

everything fine...my impression on sr pple r normal... until i meet that 2 debators of sr.
itis like...ive never heard debators spouting and sounds as if they intended to speak big words until i met them.
bah. that two sound so fake! >.<
but fel n wt disagrees. so, most prolly, im wrong.
and, that will be me, and just me, who is just so cynical today.
bah...too much of reading between lines eh? er, in my case, there isnt any lines.

bah..
helped out at my pap's there.
okay la....no cousins theres. esp when the super mischievous one isnt there.
yeap...they all r still having sch...
and ya ya ya....
bahx.

taxi wasnt as nice as i expected.
action show. nice movies. a good mix of characters, of varying looks *duhzz*
龙凤斗 nicer..
anyway...still have incredibles to catch, which my sis said tt it sux, and fluff read from somewhere and said tiis nice. and the forgotten, wt's fren said it isnt nice..
yeah...dun think im going for ladder 49 anymore, the poster aint nice...and...birth, bride and prejudice...wadeva.

then....wad else?
orange shirts are getting kindof ubiquitous and exceedingly extraordinarily alot nowadays. but that over-sized bright orange shirt goes well with jeans
bah...

vice pres pres, irritating la.

jolin tsoi(sai? dunno) coming to orchard on 29nov
bah. only if it was syz. dun mind being the security...

relic, get lost. :P
u r not welcomed till u tell me ur website.

bah....
might be missing tml's last episode of champion
arh!

hmm...
finally, yilin isnt tt cruel...
yilin real poor thing leh...
bah.
and tml...jamie yeo leaving *hey! i say her with glenn ong on sat! lol...with her kid...quite pretty leh...*...and y doesnt anyone thinks tt the coach is relatively good looking.
lol..
neway...
dunno la..

and hor...
i dun like pple to ask me for tags and sutff! *hintzzz!*
and itis like copy wholesale!
bah.
not only copy one thing, but mroe than one.
thou everything "extra" in my blog is copied from somewhere else....but i dun copy all at one go. and most imptly, i dunno tt person whom i copied from.
yeah....
bah!
unfair! >.<
esp when this frien asked me for it...

and wads w divine intervention?
bah...been seein alot of that around..

bah...
kindof fed up....
doing a page. that just isnt as perfect as i want it to be.
pop ups appearing twice instead of once.
images tt i just dunno how to locate the co-ordinates, where the hotspot just isnt a square, a rect, but a polygon, or maybe a rounded polygon....
and...cant make the frames(iframe) and stuff cuz too troublesome and the host probs.
the music prob, i just dun want the standard music player style...i want sth more sleek, more sophisticated. sth tt blends into my template. how?
then...a good photohost.
how bout the posting part, i havent figured out how to do this, except copying it from blogspot's type....
scrape tagboard. totally outta place.
and...a nice textarea. nice scrollbars. bah...needa find that useful webby that teaches pple how to do it.
then...i wanna learn how to use mm's flash n fireworks....

maybe im just lazy.
and all this ll end very soon.
getting on my nerves.

bah...
everything is just hanging in mid air.

really wanna noe who is tt girl tt both wt n i find her looks so very familiar.
and wassup tml which are all so tentative.
then the blog stuff. do it or not?
maybe itis just me. im sure all these bothers no one.
and, seriously, i still have no idea wad i did today. wad was it for?