yeap...
after a day of rest
a day of rush
a day of flush

aiya...
anyway...
i said this to myself in my heart.
and i hafta get it down somewhere b4 i forget....
have been thinking of quiting this job. lousy sales! bah. again, jurong hates me :P
but....i shant allow myself to stop unless:
1) i reached the target of 5 sales a day!
5 sales tt have no problems at all, er...can include existing though....
2)sch re opens

yeap...
mum going away on fri morn...
that means a few days of housework...laundry only la...maybe clearing the rubbish...
but guess wad! i'll wldnt have to do them for anyone else!
mum told bro to send his army clothes to laundry shop...yeappie! :)
maybe cuz im working, thats y im enjoying this "privilege" :P

neway...
tml is gonna be a hard day....
that working permit case, is kindof troublesome...
then....
really hope i can get some sales tml.
shall try some ultra exaggeration of tone tml...

and wad can i do between noon and 3 pm...
dunno..
but i really do enjoy doing hmwk now.
after putting it aside for at least one whole month of abstaining from it...
haha....
yeappie...
maths tys back w me, so i must do it! :)
only at...inequalities now [im moving sideways la :P]

ya...now, im with great ambitions(short term)!
and...if i can do it this time, it can really push me on for As next year.
really really need this benchmark of determination in me....

this is damn damn damn stupid.
so am i.
first.
it started off with me....travelling all the way to jurong east.
first and foremost, i left my hp at home!
ran all the way back...
ran all the way to bus stop.
wad i recieved is only a dearth of buses.
among the 4 buses available, i can take 3 of them, but that 4th bus came first and the next bus took like 15 min to come?!?!?!
then...
bro's fren is late! ya. he is cheng en! stupid stupid stupid!
and gave me a whole stack of stuff!
stupid la!
i goi9ng to work and he pass me that thing!?!?
that thing of like 5 kg?!?! in a plastic bag?!?!
go die lo!
then...training back at office blah and blah...
then had to gobble down my dinner to rush back home to put down THAT stack of papers.
then run home, run out.
waited another like 10 min for that stupid bus, and i could still take 3 buses la!but it still took so long to come.
then...met up with the rest of the grp...
was given that block 481.
so many bangladesh construction workers!
then...indian pple! who dunno how to speak eng.
and cuz my block is where u stand at the door, u can see the kitchen directly thru the living room. then all the parents stood at the kitchen gave me that good-riddance you-r-a-pest look with their hands waving, signalling me to get lost....
stupid la!
and i could hear so many families quarelling when i walk along the corridor, dun even dare to ask them liao la.
and those units where they dun install a bell, and they have 2 doors that are 1 metre apart. how m i to reach it?1 hope they die when theres a fire la! (sorry)
and a stupid maid who tricked me to go back at 9.30 saying that her "sir" is interested! and when i went back with the tiniest hope, she told me that hez eating, and wanted me to wait. and didnt let me in! so, he came out, and dismissed me.
wth! wait my time la!
then i had to run to block 516 to close a deal that was from last fri!
stupid la....
was late for the appointment....

others had 3 and 2...me?
none la!
every time i come to jurong, i chose zero.
darn.

and pple now ask me bout wheres the cf card.
want me to go for some outing.
how to?
and the sleeping bag tt yeehui asked me to pass to tarryn...and cd to fiona.
hafta take off day on wed just because of that!?!? if they dun go for training on this wed. thats it la! i give up!

bah.
i need some sleep.
some sleep that allows me to forget wad happened today....just like how i forgot about sunday.

this song "我也很爱他" is clinging to my brain again!
watch the mtv on channel 51 tis morn...
then after tt, i came online...
then ed asked me for that song~
hahaha...
so funny la!
she watched the same mtv too!
and i think we watched it at the same time!
so cool rite!


neway....
wads new for today?
nothing?
an additional org on the MAD's motivators' list...
er...
and only 3 pple doing motivator...
which means tt that two managers stared at us for a super long time.
they are our dear daryl and anthony.
bah...i jsut get very stressed up when a "superior" watches me...
ie, when daryl n anthony arnd watching us ask pple. so wad if their stoning, itis their presence tt is over bearing. and when kelvin is nearby listening to me talk to customer!
bah!
still troubled over tt family who signed 4 deals.
picked up the sis's call this aft.
had a miss call after tt, hope it wasnt hers.
bah. stupid hp of mine...no caller id.


so...this aft.
signed up the moblog...
really hope theres no charges...

so..
i have to squeeze tuition, air rifle sessions in between my working days...which is impossible to!
bah....I'm dead!
i dun wanna take off days esp when my sales are still over the cliff...dangerous lo....
sighx....
but! at least, now i dun need to help my bro wash his army clothes when my mum goes away in a few days time!
ahahha....
and...i really hope to gather some money to supplement the paltry amount of money that i can save from my weekly allowance.
itis so stupid la....
i can earn like 3 weeks of my allowance in a day la...
bah....
how tempting it is to quit school...

i should stop rambling...
and really do sth.
so...
im getting my maths tys tml.
and then i can start work!
hahaha...
maybe im just lazy just procrastinating....just stubborn.
i insisted to do maths tys questions before i proceed to any, ANY holiday hmwk.
"that is such a dumb action", you may claim.
but i hope this delay and further delaying can motivate me to really start work soon and do well for A's next year.
as for now, sales comes first.
may not even have time for hmwk sia... sigh....
stressful stressful! :(
but...my job now...actually allows me to excercise everyday..
so, thats sth great isnt it!
endorphins and whatsoever...rejoice? go die. :)
maybe i'll be able to pick up some more expletives foul words and the hokkien lang after this long menial work?
yeap...
tembling upon the slightest movement of my mobile phone...a sms just came in. lets pray that itis not from my customers.
and...dear frens of mine, pls try NOT to sms me in this period of time, to save my brain cells from reaching termination so soon, and...less white hair if there is...
sighx...i think im getting v competitive in terms of sales.
im greedy! too greedy! :(
earning money to buy nice xmas presents for family. or at least, presents that cost quite a bit. but...i began to think...if i earn more than like 1k, i will save it up. since i have lil savings la...and 1k is quite a significant amount to the mintue amount tt i have in my bank now...
ya...im a fishmonger? maybe...

winamp playing teh song by SENS.
and im only able to locate 2 songs by sens in this pc...
hmm....v nice tune lo...v peaceful...dun tok to me bout dunno wad chordes, wad wad major minor...half notes...i have no idea la...
hmm...isit eug used to have SENS cd?
dunno la...dunno who d/led tt two songs oso....

ya...thinking bout it...
i think i wont join guitar ensemble anymore...hahaa....
just rmmbered that the "rule" of weekend being free days...
all cca will be squeezed to weekdays rite!
sighx...
oh ya! i cna use that to "lure" my customers too!
bout them having more time to enjoy next year...so better sign up now..
and xmas coming soon...better get scv to entertain their guests...
ahahha...wad crap la...

oh ya!
poor relic lo!
signed up for singtel 512kbps for like 56bucks!?!? and hez only getting a free wireless modem and the contract is for 2 years.
and hez still using a pentium 2.
and guess wad starhub is doing!
we are offering an internet connection of 3000kbps at 79.80 (most pple actually only needa pay bout 40+ nor 50 bucks for this)and they will get a free compaq PC! performance of a pentium 4. processor speed is 2.53GHz...and free speakers w it...monitor screen of 15 inch....40GB memory space.
"what a good deal~", you may exclaim.
HA.
too bad for most....for u r bonded with dunno dunno wad contract...and even if u r "bond-free" (how about being "born-free" were u ever? make ur own choice? never?) u wont wanna sign up w me rite? u may doubt me. doubt bout the truth that spills over my lips.
doubt me again? sign up with starhub online then.
let them take months to serve u, while we take only a week, and gives u definite response, affirmations. neglect our service.
ignore the fact that i need some sleep. okay, i have a habit of slping la. 10.30am is alright for u, but not for me? and, YOU r not able to sign up w me...cuz u already have a contract...

wads wrong with geylang?
they have nice food there!
forget botu those prostitutes and transvesites and homosexuals and what-have-you-got.
the hakka clan is there! though i have yet to pick up the lang, im proud to be a hakka! :) hear me?! this hakka here takes pride in her roots. really hope to visit the "homeland" some day, one day.

ya...maybe im really not in a good mood today.
wad will brighten up ur day when worries bombards ur brain, tears ur soul, and is exacerbated by the fatigue.