bah...
today...
i wanted to type sth...
but...forgot...
sighx...
feeling v tired leh :(

just bought washing machine.
havent pay sis back yet.
hahaha...not for me la.
for mum. not for xmas present la...
not so cheapo...

aiya...wanted to watch wei ye perform at paragon one leh...
then...too lazy to go...
wanted to go watch and shun bian return library bookut book is still quite far from date due...

sighx...
just found alot of cuts on my hands...
from wad? i oso dunno..
one deep cut on the tip of the thumb on my left hand.
another small one on the joint on my left hand, index finger...
one more on the last finger on my left hand...
BUT! im not those pple who intentionally cut themselves...
i seriously forgot when i got those cuts...
shld b yesterday...BBQ?
dunno la...

then...today...
hahaha..
both me n my bro gained 2 kg since yesterday aft.
lol...dunno wad we eat oso..
but im still lighter than wad i was before i start work.
ahhaha...working really makes me lose wt leh...but maybe water wt only...

neway...
maybe i shld go decorate that orange juice carton le.
hahaha...so tt i can put my diary inside :)
my desk is messy again leh.. :'(

aiya...
damn troubled...
nvm


[edit 2:54am]
bah..
feeling abit down now...
wont allow myself to slp till i find a nice song that reflects my current mood....
sighx...
maybe cuz of the many uncertainties of tml?
wad uncertainties, u may ask.
but i cant ans. cuz i cant find them.

bahx...
luohan really hates me la...they
"dun feed u then u noe!"

ya...and ive been constantly forgetting to water the plants.
and im rather comfortable with that.
at least i have spent no time to see if itis withered, no effort made to further burden myself with worries.

homework is far from done.
really need the patience...and peserverance?
bah....
maybe i'll forgo some slp to get 1% of it done...

[5:07am]
m i early?
hahhaa...
i guess i finally found the correct song...or maybe it is just the correct timing.
SENS's kirara. wad a name...
hahha...
wadeva it means...it sounds v soothing :)

yeap...
after a day of rest
a day of rush
a day of flush

aiya...
anyway...
i said this to myself in my heart.
and i hafta get it down somewhere b4 i forget....
have been thinking of quiting this job. lousy sales! bah. again, jurong hates me :P
but....i shant allow myself to stop unless:
1) i reached the target of 5 sales a day!
5 sales tt have no problems at all, er...can include existing though....
2)sch re opens

yeap...
mum going away on fri morn...
that means a few days of housework...laundry only la...maybe clearing the rubbish...
but guess wad! i'll wldnt have to do them for anyone else!
mum told bro to send his army clothes to laundry shop...yeappie! :)
maybe cuz im working, thats y im enjoying this "privilege" :P

neway...
tml is gonna be a hard day....
that working permit case, is kindof troublesome...
then....
really hope i can get some sales tml.
shall try some ultra exaggeration of tone tml...

and wad can i do between noon and 3 pm...
dunno..
but i really do enjoy doing hmwk now.
after putting it aside for at least one whole month of abstaining from it...
haha....
yeappie...
maths tys back w me, so i must do it! :)
only at...inequalities now [im moving sideways la :P]

ya...now, im with great ambitions(short term)!
and...if i can do it this time, it can really push me on for As next year.
really really need this benchmark of determination in me....

this is damn damn damn stupid.
so am i.
first.
it started off with me....travelling all the way to jurong east.
first and foremost, i left my hp at home!
ran all the way back...
ran all the way to bus stop.
wad i recieved is only a dearth of buses.
among the 4 buses available, i can take 3 of them, but that 4th bus came first and the next bus took like 15 min to come?!?!?!
then...
bro's fren is late! ya. he is cheng en! stupid stupid stupid!
and gave me a whole stack of stuff!
stupid la!
i goi9ng to work and he pass me that thing!?!?
that thing of like 5 kg?!?! in a plastic bag?!?!
go die lo!
then...training back at office blah and blah...
then had to gobble down my dinner to rush back home to put down THAT stack of papers.
then run home, run out.
waited another like 10 min for that stupid bus, and i could still take 3 buses la!but it still took so long to come.
then...met up with the rest of the grp...
was given that block 481.
so many bangladesh construction workers!
then...indian pple! who dunno how to speak eng.
and cuz my block is where u stand at the door, u can see the kitchen directly thru the living room. then all the parents stood at the kitchen gave me that good-riddance you-r-a-pest look with their hands waving, signalling me to get lost....
stupid la!
and i could hear so many families quarelling when i walk along the corridor, dun even dare to ask them liao la.
and those units where they dun install a bell, and they have 2 doors that are 1 metre apart. how m i to reach it?1 hope they die when theres a fire la! (sorry)
and a stupid maid who tricked me to go back at 9.30 saying that her "sir" is interested! and when i went back with the tiniest hope, she told me that hez eating, and wanted me to wait. and didnt let me in! so, he came out, and dismissed me.
wth! wait my time la!
then i had to run to block 516 to close a deal that was from last fri!
stupid la....
was late for the appointment....

others had 3 and 2...me?
none la!
every time i come to jurong, i chose zero.
darn.

and pple now ask me bout wheres the cf card.
want me to go for some outing.
how to?
and the sleeping bag tt yeehui asked me to pass to tarryn...and cd to fiona.
hafta take off day on wed just because of that!?!? if they dun go for training on this wed. thats it la! i give up!

bah.
i need some sleep.
some sleep that allows me to forget wad happened today....just like how i forgot about sunday.